I bought myself a charm bracelet and three glass heart charms. Two large ones, one blue and one yellow, to represent me and
DH, and a smaller green one to represent Beiron. The green heart is clipped on between the other two. Sadly, when we were up at
DH's parents for Midsommar the blue one broke off somewhere. That was a little hard to take, because I was still very depressed and in a dark place at the time, and I felt like it was just too symbolic that I'd "lost myself". I had to leave the party when I discovered it because I was so upset. I went back to the jewelry store and got a new one, but they only had small blue hearts, so now I have a bracelet where
DH's heart is bigger than the others... typical him!
When I'm sitting and thinking I often fiddle with the little hearts between my fingers, especially when I'm at my counselor's, I've noticed.
Tomorrow I'm going back to the jewelry store to pick up a new addition for our new bubs.
I have vacation without
DH coming up in September, right before Beiron's EDD (the vacation had been booked in as a start to my maternity leave), and I will be spending it creating a new garden in our back yard. I think I will plant bulbs there on Beiron's EDD, and the flowers should pop up and bloom right when our new bubs is due.