hopefully kelly can find someone for u to chat with
I had some sessions with my Independant midwife (I hired her for birth #3 after 2 horrible
c/s) she talked thru my birth notes with me and explained exactly what happened and I talked... and talked... and talked and talked about my feelings and fears and concerns and things I was angry at. So maybe am IM might be able to help?!?!?!
Deffenetly have a chat with someone. Then you would be able to enjoy your pregnancy. I hadn't spoken to anyone before falling pregnant and I was devistated when I saw the BFP! I did enjoy my pregnancy and birth in the end after working thru my issues.
Its fantactic that u are listening to yourself and recognise that u need to see someone!
Jules