Thanks for the tip Buzzie. I had no idea about that button I am trying to finish Monique's scrapbook with her first year and I thought about writing journal entries for each month so wanted to get access to all possible information.
So happy for you. How exciting to be going on dates and feeling that "rush" of a new relationship.
We haven't had to move Monique but we have the same issue where they will leave her in whatever she arrived in. Hopefully she will learn to take things off when she gets hot soon.
tinsel - I made up a really nice diary using the our bellybuddies pages and got it made into a nice book at office works! looks really good and i love reading it, it has been really hard trying to type up ashs first yr as its sooo time consuming! hope urs goes well.
Well can offically announce, Buzzie has a boyfriend LOL been dying to say that for such a long time!! lol. I had such an awesome time out tonight. god hes such a nice guy..
Bloody rob smsed me today out the blue (ash hasnt seen him in 3 months now) asking to have him so naturally ive gone spastic and im so so angry i have to start doing all this now, but my new man, paul, has been through all this so he is just helping me soooo much and giving me the best advice and support.. so awesome to see a guy looking after me when you would think a guy would run for the hills meeting a girl with all this baggage.. he told me tonight he will support me through it. aaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwww that was so special.. i thinks its wats going to get me through...
Fia's birthday was great, I have just had a week in Canberra, caught up with Tinsel and her little girls and had a great time but am soo glad to be home again.
Fia had a great birthday, her uncle decorated her a little cake from his work and I found her a Shaun the Sheep toy from the ABC shop that she loves and has been everywhere with her since.
Louise - glad to hear all was nice, like kellie said on my FB would be nice if we were all closer and coule all have a big party together....
well tonight is going to be VERY interesting... Last night i started talking to robs SIL and she didnt realise it had been 3 months since rob saw ash and after long conversation she said lets get u and rob together at her place and sort something out and lay some rules for rob.
As much as im really happy to do that as this is prob the step avoiding court stuff, i am really hating the idea of given ash up without me, it so feels like im having my child taken away from me... the idea makes me sick in the stomach, but i guess i knew one day it was bound to happen. So really hoping for some good outcomes tonight. Paul (new man) also goes thru this with his son but was ALOT nastier through the courts so he has his son every second weekend so its gonna be so hard having 2 little boys who come and go all the time! so hard on both of us. Plus robs gonna find out tonight i have a boyfriend so god knows how hes gonna handle that... i would so hate if he had a gf. this is so crap and not fair!! i will never regret having ash but gees i wish i didnt have to do this to him!
hope everyone in melb had a good holiday yesterday, hi everyone else
It will be hard Lauren but hopefully in the long run it will all work out just fine..
Not sure of anyonme read the thread I started yesterday about being a bad mummy lol. but will share it here.. As usual when simon is on night shifts I go over the road and we sit out the front chatting or playing computer games (sad hey) anyways I can always hear the kids which is the reason we sit out the front. Olivia woke at 9 (which is unusual to begin with) I came home resettled her and then went back as she looked asleep. at 9:30 she woke again so I came home.. Decided to take her back with me. I wasn't ready for bed and she was bright eyed lol.. At 10 I thought I better get her to bed so came home settled her on my bed went and had a shower and she was as\leep so I wandered back over the road and we sat thier playing this stupid addicitive game till 12:30. There was not a sound coming from my house at all.. when I came home I found a butt naked apple eating girl in my loungeroom hahahaha.. (luckily no harm had come to her) I can't believe I didn't hear a thing. She had been into the bathroom and unravelled all the toilet paper, been into the kitchen and got an apple and a spoon. took her nappy off and folded it up the way I do lol.. and undressed herself..
Last night.. same thing. Over the road to kill time. I came home grabbed a drink checked on Livi.. sound asleep.. I even triple checked I went out the door over the road sat down and WAAAAHH scream.. Ran back.. bloomin cat got in and had woken her up (Olivia is scared of the cats) So I put her on my bed (again) went back over the road to grab the ph, glass and computer came home and she was out like a light
I was contemplating putting up her cot again if she keeps it up lol.. I can't have her wandering the house. What if she does it when we are asleep and gets into things she really shouldn't..
Type it up here Lauren.. I would love to keep track.. lol
Happy birthday to Kayla for tomorrow.
eeek that means my miss is next.. OMG.. I am so not ready for her to be 2.. although the way her and Jacob are fighting on my lap rigtht now she might be lucky to make it to 2
Lauren - waytogo with the pash lol i am a bit late, sounds like your bf is a really nice bloke good to hear he is going to help you out with rob. As for daycare centres i will never go threw abc for many reasons mainly i dont like the type of ppl the centres around me hire - some of them might be alright.
Ethan is a fussy eater as well - when i can get him to eat, his daycare mum is always complaining to me about his lack of eating.
Nic - i know what you mean about sleeping. Ethan is still cuddled off to sleep as well, i sometimes want to just be able to send him off like his brothers then i remember he is my last one - lol he loves that he loves being told he is a newborn.
Alex is my wonderer. He sleep walks still at nearly 9 - last night he nearly peed on charlie, i heard him and got to him just in time. I dont hear him half the time anymore he wakes up in all different spots in the house.
Lauren - a belated happy birthday to sophie - hope she had a great day
Happy Birthday to Kayla tomorrow
I cant believe that they are growing up so fast. Next comes the toilet training so sad. Now if only Ethan would talk more i would see that he is growing up but the little bugger talks only when it suits him to scare the life out of me. He is quite happy with his brothers still carrying him places and telling me what he wants. They are his personal slaves and he punishes them as well - little terror.
So what are we all doing for the 2nd birthday's. I am thinking of making Ethan a truck cake or a lawnmower cake both he is obessed with he brings me out to the mower now to mow the yard. My personal slave driver he is.
Louise Georgiadis (Kitten2b) Sofia 29th October 2007
Elizabeth (Liz) Kayla 5th November 2007
Natalie (Hoody) Molly 13th November 2007
Nicolle Heikkinen (Aussienic) Olivia 20th November 2007
Trish Cook (Trisha) Abbey 26th November 2007
Aroura Kostekzy (Roryrory) Oliver 28th November 2007
Alicia Batty (Alicia) Olivia 4th December 2007
Nikki (Nikki87) Summer 6th December 2007
Rebekah Zajac (Bekz) Loren 9th December 2007
Lori Olsen (LoriRae) Ty 10th December 2007
Michelle Knowles (Michelle_K) Mirani 12th December 2007
Susan Thompson (Mummy_of_many) Kieren 14th December 2007
Teena Valentine (TeenaRose) Olivia 16th December 2007
Michelle (Tinsel) Monique 18th December 2007
Janine (Adkins) Jake 19th December 2007
Lauren Sanders (Buzzie) Asher 23rd December 2007
Haroula Koucoulis (Haroula) Chrissie 27th December 2007
Claire Spencer (Morgan78) Vicky 28th December 2007
Jasmine Morris (Jas) Ethan 28th December 2007
hey good to hear from you jas Ash is petrified of our lawn mower! lol poor chookie, he really hates loud noices like that.. vaccums too!
Im unsure what to do for ashs bday especially now Robs back on the scene.
WE had a really good meeting i think the other night. Was so weird seeing rob after 3 months. But hes determined aparently to start seeing ash on a regular basis and do the right thing (heard that before) but at least he has said it infront of his family this time.
So i was asked to a big family birthay for Robs SIL son who one on sunday so im so so so happy about that cos i really want to see all the family again before rob starts having ash alone with them, but i said im going to be at the first few visits till i feel ready to leave him alone. im not going anywhere if ash isnt ready. So next week we catch up again and we'll see how it goes.
Meeting pauls parents for the first time tomorrow.. eeeep! LOL
that is such a long list i didnt realise that there used to be that many people - probably why it was so busy.
Lauren i wish Ethan was scared of the lawnmower. Would save me being chased by it all day long. Goodluck today meeting the parents hope it all goes well. Fingers crost that rob means to see more of ash now.
Hey Jas look at it on the bright side, hopefully when Ethan is old enough he'll be the one mowing all your lawns for you LOL!
Well meeting the 'inlaws' went SO well, had an awesome time with them all and met his sister and her bf so lots of ppl there and Ash and Liam had the best time playing in the garden. And paul smsed me after saying his parents loved me LOL so that was really nice!
Today he asked me if i wanted to go on a winery tour, his brother and partner and sister and parter are all staying at a hotel and then getting picked up the next day for the day tour and i said yes... BUT ash i still waking serveral times a night for boobie and mum doesnt know im going yet LOL better get begging.. hehehehe.. gonna be so hard for ash though.. so decided as i was going to ween him over christmas... might have to start a little earlier!!! the tour is 12th december.. wonder if i can pull it off :S
Next tackle tomorrow. got Robs SILS sons bday party. gonna be good to see everyone. it seriously does my head in seeing Rob. BUT i will be telling him about paul so god know how its gonna go down.
Yep Lauren hopefully he will mow the yard when he gets older, i suppose i will take to weeding the garden then lol
Glad to hear that the meet the parents went well. Hope you have as much sucess at the party tomorrow. Goodluck with the weening. None of mine took long to ween once i decided to do it - although two of mine did ween themselves before i was ready. Hope you have lots of fun on the winery tour sounds like lots of fun
Hey jas, how did u ween? just dropped everything cold turkey and offered water? how did they go? i heard ppl say as soon as they started weening there bubs slept straight thru so its about time i had my first night sleep in 2 yrs! lol
I am thinking it is nearly weaning time here as well, I have been pregnant or breastfeeding for 4 years and 9 months and I think it is time for my body to be mine - oh that sounds soo selfish
Louise - i didnt know you were still going too..? how have you been going. Im so sick of being given ppls 'opinion' on still feeding at 2. Makes me feel so horrible. Ash does look very big for his age tho so it prob looks bad feeding him.
I think its not selfish at all to want your body back after all this time! I decided to call it quits, not only cos it will be easier with paul and ashs night sleeping but worst part, in the middle of every shopping centre hes screaming the word boobies and its soooo embarrasing!! LOL
Monday is offically 'D' day! at least ive got today to prepare myself.
I think i'll be easier now hes seeing Rob too, when he spends time with him he wont reply on that comfort.
Nic - Hows your little wanderer?? lol you going to put the cot back up or is she staying in her bed?
So hot here today! 31 i think, but i bet itll go more, its alreay 9am and VERY hot.
look forward to today... hope it goes well.
I am trying to finish Monique's scrapbook with her first year and I thought about writing journal entries for each month so wanted to get access to all possible information. 
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so hard on both of us. Plus robs gonna find out tonight i have a boyfriend so god knows how hes gonna handle that... i would so hate if he had a gf. this is so crap and not fair!! i will never regret having ash but gees i wish i didnt have to do this to him! 
(sad hey) anyways I can always hear the kids which is the reason we sit out the front. Olivia woke at 9 (which is unusual to begin with) I came home resettled her and then went back as she looked asleep. at 9:30 she woke again so I came home.. Decided to take her back with me. I wasn't ready for bed and she was bright eyed lol.. At 10 I thought I better get her to bed so came home settled her on my bed went and had a shower and she was as\leep so I wandered back over the road and we sat thier playing this stupid addicitive game till 12:30. There was not a sound coming from my house at all.. when I came home I found a butt naked apple eating girl in my loungeroom hahahaha.. (luckily no harm had come to her) I can't believe I didn't hear a thing. She had been into the bathroom and unravelled all the toilet paper, been into the kitchen and got an apple and a spoon. took her nappy off and folded it up the way I do lol.. and undressed herself..
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