lilias You sound like you need a big hug hun, I had to post and say hello and hope your feeling better after writing that all down. you have had a hard week by the sounds of it esp with sick bubba its no wonder you are tired and fed up. sounds like you need some serious me time or a night with the girls . hope you have fun at the birthday party and let us know how the doctor says. remember problem shared problem halved
oh and I hear you on being fed up feeling fat, have get motivated my self went to the doctor and my cholesterol is very high so eating more porrige and brown bread i don't want to go on medication.
take care xx