I am sitting in my family room feeding my beautiful DS. I painted the room just after I lost my first baby, as a distraction from the pain. Looking around the room just brought back all the horrible memories of my miscarriage and the difficulties we had conceiving afterwards. I just feel so lucky and grateful to have my gorgeous boy in my arms after two years of struggling, it really does feel like a miracle that I have my baby at last
Isn't it beautiful. Even now, DH and I look at DS when I'm feeding him and just stare in wonder at how much he has grown and how we are so blessed to have him a part of our family...
You sound so in love with your little man,Devon
I had similar feelings sitting on my sofa feeding Imogen - the gratefulness at holding her in my arms has never for a nano second disappeared. Your Angel and your struggles have fashioned a warm and beautiful heart in you - that is your Angel gift.
Enjoy your beautiful son -
__________________ Luv & blessings from Inanna DD14, DS9, DD7, DD5, DD 2 & 6 precious Angel Babies "Inanna" she descended into the shadows, lost her innocence and emerged as the Goddess of Love... "Wherever you are & in every circumstance, try always to be a lover, & a passionate lover"... Rumi
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