Hi all!
Well today is a better day, but still not great. It's rainy and a bit cold here and we are all stuck inside with not much to do and all I want to do is comfort eat! I made some chicken curry for lunch/dinner which is fairly healthy, but I also made some bread and butter pudding. Which is not so good! Again no exercise either. Drinking loads though. Trying to do something right!
Christy, congrats on your loss! And good on you for joining the million kg thingo. I have looked at it, but I don't want to join and let anyone down. Mostly myself since I am struggling so much, I don't want to feel obliged to be doing anything for anyone else, itms! It's hard enough to do it for me! I actually think that's the hardest part, to do it for me.
I am plannig on getting all of my medical 'stuff' checked soon. I have no idea when I last had my cholesterol checked! It's probably elevated. I have become so unhealthy. It's scary stuff thinking that all of those things can go wrong simply die to weight gain.
Tan, I'm a terrible self sabotager too. It totally sucks, and I don't know why I do it....
But go you on the exercise stuff!! That is a great effort! I think I would have passed out half way through pushing 40kg in a pram!!
Astrid, when I exercise early, I tend not to have anything in my tummy except some water. But I haven't been exercising very hard, usually just a walk. But maybe you could have a yogurt, a slice of bread with peanut butter, small smoothie, or a breaky bar thing.
JBM, boo on the toothache. They truely suck!! I hope it's better soon.

