i already asking dh to have another kidlet! his family are in shock and say i should be happy with what i've got and have no more. i am happy thats why i would love a 4th. i think dh and i make beautiful kids and we are doing a fantastic job raising them. my parents have 5 and they are happy with us. i dont want to say no as i dont want this to be the last time of holding one of our own kids this little, and newborn snuggles for hours late at night, all their firsts, and i could keep going on. dh has not ruled it out :D but wants to wait a few years. oh the wait will be hard. i told him i like the whole TTC and i am a POAS addict lmao!

