I'll preface my post by saying this induction is MY CHOICE (completely) for reasons that are very valid to me (extreme anxiety amongst other things) and I am fully aware that starting down this path may end in a cs. So please no judgement or criticism for my choices.
I'm being induced next Tuesday/Wednesday with my DS2, I'll be 38+5 (DS1 was born at 38+6 no induction but vaccuum assisted delivery due to mal positioning) I have had a very anxiety filled pregnancy, I'm naturally anxious anyway but this pregnancy has exacerbated it terribly. I had a bad slip and fall on Monday which upset my lil man and resulted in a night in hospital with some irregular ctg results (baby very agitated and HR over 200 for more than an hour). Ive had an US and all looks ok now, placenta intact etc But its sent my anxiety into overdrive and I just "need" him out! My OB is very supportive and has just asked me to wait until next week (I'd go now if I could). He knows i don't want a CS and has counselled me about the possible outcomes of choosing to induce. He does, however, believe in a mothers "instinct" and if I need him out he's happy to induce. DS2 is locked and loaded, sitting very low (head nice and deep - so deep the sonographer could hardly measure) in a good anterior position and looking like a good size (8/9pds)....
So that's the back story...
I'm to be at hospital at 4pm on Tuesday for the "gels" and then I'll stay overnight and we'll see whats happening on Wednesday (my birthday ) (if nothing has happened overnight) I guess then they'll break my waters? And then onto the Synto drip if still nothing?
So if you've been induced, what were your experiences? What (if anything) helped? Hindered? Any tips? Positive stories especially welcome (although I know many inductions fail)
Thanks!