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Oh absolutely, I wasn't trying to say you need something to take away that ache, cos I know all too well that there is nothing that can change it. I was just thinking that if you felt more yourself while you were away that maybe there was something you can do now that you're home to get that feeling back? Although I suppose you see the things at home that will happen when you have your baby, the bedroom it will have, places it can play etc. So really not much you can do is there.
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No there really isn't......I need to go back to Europe that is what I need LOL!!
Hmmm...I totally understand ur frustration. Everything in ur life is perfect other than having a baby to complete it. I guess that is where me & DH are different. We still have a very new house and are still working on the yard so that is keeping me going for now. I think by this time next yr if I'm not even pregnant I will be starting to lose it. As u said u shouldn't have to bottle up ur emotions for everyone else's sake. If you feel down don't hold it all in as it really isn't healthy. Just know that we are all here for u!
Ciao for now :-)
Hey Lil chookie,
Know how you feel about wanting something so bad that nothing compares!!!
They say that patience and suffering makes us stronger and helps us appreciate things more. That is the positive side! I feel like you too! Cant imagine a life without a baby ... and want it so so so bad! Just like all of us here on BB!!!
Think of the times in your life where perhaps you found it really difficult and managed to get through! My gorgeous DH lived overseas when I met him and it seemed so impossible for us to make our lives work! But after many years we got there and are together and have a wonderful life together ... and now another hurdle. Perhaps break it down to one step at a time! I was really scared about the whole IVF thing and went through all the emotions you did! And now here I am about to jump on the roller coaster! That's what makes life so exciting!!
Good luck with it all and hope to see you on the journey!
Take care
Mon :)