LT TTC after Miscarriage or Loss #11

Thanks Andie and Tasha, this is the only place where people would understand these crazy emotions :hug:
I didn't have any feeling, it was just my plan for this cycle that if I didn't have AF by 9dpo I would POAS. Since I was still just spotting, I did it without really thinking!!! (POAS addict here).
It's a public holiday here today so can't call my FS or visit a Doctor. I definitely need extra prog support but have 3 boxes of pessaries in my fridge that I've started to use.

I'm debating whether to go in for a BT tomorrow or wait to see whether the line disappears in the next few days before making a fuss??? What do you guys think?

Andie - it's coming up time for you to POAS... do you have a plan? :crossfingers:

:goodluck: mich- I understand the exciting/terrifying feeling, maybe wait a few days ( or if thats too torturous, until its not a public hol) and call FS, see what they think.

mich - ill prob hold out till wed/thur, but not confident with this one so not expecting anything. already preparing myself for next transfer! great that you have a decent supply of progesterone on hand, if there's a world-wide shortage im coming to you...! i guess you got to do what you're comfortable with, the FS or doctor wont mind giving you an early BT, given your previous experiences. but if you prefer to wait, there's nothing to say you need to go and get one either... your choice. im not helping am i?!

hi girls,

sorry i haven't been around much, been really busy and i guess i retreated in my cave a bit while im waiting for time to pass

Mich: oh my gosh what a shock for you ! i also offer a tentative congrats :) if you possibly can i would keep up the progesterone and keep testing for now, if you go off and get a blood test at this stage (9dpo) you are only going to stress about the numbers. hopefully the progesterone stops the spotting and your line gets darker and darker :crossfingers:

be back later for more personals, gotta run for now

EEEEkkkkkk Mich yipppppeeeee...quietly excited for you! Keep up the progestrone and call your FS tomorrow for more advice if you have a second line tomorrow!
Andie hope times goes fast for you
Minnie I totally get the cave thing, hope the tww goes fast babe x
Tasha I hope that includes your costs I have no idea!
AF sttill missing in action did a pee stick because I love sticking pins in my eye and feeling pain.....mehhhhhh bfn. Just to clarify I have never never had a cycle this long apart from when I was pregnant. I think its proven clomid has definitely messed me up! LOL. Now I wonder if AF will show before I get to the fs on thursday!

Mich - We all totally understand how you feel, a BFP for any of us is not a 'jump for joy and scream in delight' moment unfortunately, all we get landed with is a truck load of 'what if......?' What we can do is send you heaps and heaps of :stickyvibesboy: :stickyvibesgirl: and wish like heck for a sticky bean for you. :crossfingers: for a darker line tomorrow :p

Joeve - Sounds like clomid has done a real number on you :wall: I guess if AF is not here by thurs you can get some meds from FS to kick her up the bum and get her going.

Tasha - Sorry all the bills are piling up at once. Not the stress you need right now. :rolleyes:

AFM - I'm in the cave with Minnie hiding from the TWW. I had lots of symptoms from the trigger and they are now subsiding, I guess I was just hoping they'd carry on and turn into real symptoms. :rolleyes:

Sunbeam hiding out is really good I hope this works for you this month.....when are you testing? Yup clomid sucks balls

Thank you so much for all your kind words ladies, it makes such a huge difference, words can't express how lucky I feel to have you all :grouphug:
Love to everyone currently hiding in a cave, I kind of feel like packing a cooler bag of progesterone and moving into the cave too right now!!

Sunbeam - there's still time for the real symptoms to come for you. I'm still waiting for some symptoms ;)
Andie - come over any time for a progesterone party, ha ha! I'm crossing my fingers so hard for Wed/Thurs for you. Probably Wed hey??
Tasha - I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time at the moment. I hope the postman brings your clearance tomorrow. Did you ever find out the cost of puregon from the clinic? Would they allow a payment plan? It sucks cos you're sooooo close to starting :doh:
Minnie - I've been thinking about you. Will you dare to POAS or stay in the cave until BT. I'm hoping and wishing for you.
Joeve - grr to no AF. On the positive side, if you don't have AF by Thurs, you might be able to start the IVF cycle as soon as she arrives???
Saffy - I hope the pill is treating you well :)

Well, I couldn't resist so I POAS again. It's a bit darker! But now I'm thinking the second line's in a really strange place in the window (too close to the centre) and maybe the whole box is faulty :redface: I'm a crazy woman. I've decided to just get a BT tomorrow morning. Whatever the news is, I'd just prefer to know...

Mich - I think a bt is much the best plan it's the only way of knowing for sure. Post a pic of your 'wonky' tests if you want a second opinion.

Joeve - I don't want to scare you but the last month I ever did clomid (150mg) it blew my cycle to cd46! It's stupid stuff. Started testing today to see when trigger is gone, not gone yet!

Sunbeam I am more scared for DH lol I am off my tree pmt dragon

Joeve - Tell him to put on a helmet hide in the wardrobe and throw chocolate to you :lol:

Mich, picture???

Joeve, I just remembered when I took clomid my first 4 cycles were 32 days, but the last two I was ovulating later and later like CD25 instead of CD18.

Ha ha ha, hilarious Sunbeam! Joeve, I'm picturing your DH in knight's gear helpless against the fire breathing dragon!!
How/ where do I post a pic girls?

Think I worked it out, pics are in an album on my profile if anyone wants to look, don't feel obliged, ha ha!!

Bum on my phone so can't access pics!!! I am bursting to seeeee

mich: exciting !!!! that is a nice bfp you have there and tonights is so much darker !! congrats hun you are up the duff :happyforyou::stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy:

how do i access your profile mich? do i need to add/ask you to be a friend?! i wanna see too!!

Oh wow Mich, that is definitely a POSITIVE!! :happydance: Congrats xx The hard work paid off

Mich - I'm afraid to say you are indeed a crazy woman those pics are perfectly normal BFPs :happyforyou: congratulations.

Andie - If you click on Mich's name at the top of any of her posts you can get to her profile.

says i dont have permission - do i need to request from mich/mods maybe?

Thanks guys, I know I'm crazy!!
Andie, I requested u as a friend (and everyone else while I was there) in case that helps??

thanks mich. still not working, but will sort out tomoz! hope you manage to get some sleep tonight, goodluck with BT tomorrow. :hug:

Oh Mich I still can't see it but it's obviously a bfp!!! Just what we needed in here congrats chick awesome news!
Ps I will take over the list again when you feel ready to move to your belly buddies thread :)

Q. What is with the friends list anyway? How is it different than just ordinary PM's etc? Is this a stupid Q? :lol:

Congrats again Mich! So so excitng. And isn't that always the away, just before IVF! Ha ha

Looks like a BFP to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Congrats Mich, good luck for BT :dance:

:pink-babydust: The List :bluedust:

:egg: Waiting for O
Tasha - CD 2
toomanyshoes - CD 6
Saffy - CD 11 - on pill

:2ww: Hoping and praying
Andie78 - CD 31 - FET - 6 days post transfer
Minnie - CD 25 - IVF -7 days post transfer
Sunbeam - CD 22 - 9 dpo
Mich8 - CD 28 - 10 dpo
Joeve - CD 36 - 19 dpo - FS 8/3

Morning my lovelies!
I've been for BT so now we wait. I POAS again this morning and the line is about the same as last night (less than 12 hrs so I'll try not to obsess!). I'm still spotting but less and it's not red anymore?? Good, bad? No idea!
Joeve - I think I'd be ready to join a belly buddies thread if I ever got to about 8 months! Ha ha. But you're welcome to take over the list whenever you like :)
Tasha - I have no idea what that "friends" thing does either! Are you CD 1 today? Did you have to rob a bank last night? :hug:
Hi all, any POAS action Minnie, Andie or Sunbeam?
xxx

Grats mich, when will know the BT results? Keeping everything crossed for you :hug:


Hey everyone else!

Well after AF stopped early and suddenly I took myself of to the dr, I had higher than usual hcg but not enough to be pregnant. Hopefully my cycle is a little more normal this time.

Stalking for michs bt results...
Still no AF but some cramps and stuff today... Fun

She likes to screw with people Joeve :hug:

hi girls,

mich: fingers crossed for your blood test result, you know its a long time for those of us in the eastern states to wait hehe

TMS: sorry to hear about your blood test results, hopefully things will be better this cycle

saffy: how are you going ? and i keep meaning to ask how your cat is ?

sunbeam: this cave is kinda nice but it couldn't do with some decorating :) fingers crossed for a bfp for you

tasha: at least af seems to have cooperated for you in the end so fingers crossed you are good to get started, hope the mailman was good to you today :)

andie: any symptoms ?

joeve: how strange the last 2 cycles have been for you, i hope you can get started at your appointment thursday (im hoping i got that right)

afm: im emerging from my cave to let you girls know i tested this morning and got a :bfp: its early days and a lot can happen from here but it looks like we are on our way :) official blood test isn't until friday

Minnie - OMG OMG OMG :happyforyou:
Quiet achiever you are, ha ha ha. Do you have symptoms? I'm so much more excited for you than me!!!! Guess it's natural for the likes of us.
Are you going to wait til Friday for your BT or demand one earlier?
Pictures of the BFP???

TMS - you've had a really rough time. Do you think it was a chem preg?

I'm still waiting waiting waiting for a call from the clinic, tick tock tick tock.

Mich - more than likely it was, moving on to the next cycle and hoping the rest of the hcg buggers off do I o.

Minnie - woooooooohoooooo!!!! Grats on the bfp :hug:

Seems like a lot of bfp's in the ltttc circles lately, such awesome news!

mich: yeah i had symptoms, i had a lot of BAD backache the day after transfer and spotting which the clinic said was either implantation or trauma from the procedure, of course i hoped for implantation but didn't dare hope. then every 2 days or so got really bad back pain and cramps. im already experiencing nausea and having stretching pain etc
i will wait until friday, i want to see the line get darker for a few days anyway

TMS: thanks :hug:

wow - it is suddenly very fertile in here at the moment!

congrats minnie!! i know its early days, but still - :confetti: (and no, ive got no symptoms :shakehead:)

mich - can you ring them, give them the hurry along...?!

tms - sorry about your bt, hoping your bfp is just around the corner.

hi everyone else. :)

Minnie yay woohoo!!!

OMG!!! Minnie yay! Whats going on in here! :lol: They sound like promising symptoms minnie :happydance: :happydance:

Well I have been given the all clear to start jabbing tomorrow :) And the nurses said my puregon will only cost me $30, so I am a very happy lady. Woohoo!

Tasha yay! So much good news in here today!!!

Well, I kind of wish I didn't have the blood test!
Hcg is 21 :( prog is 43.

They told me to come back in a week! A week! I talked them down to saturday.

Mich that is fine for 9/10dpo and your progrsteone is good. Please stay positive the mind is powerful and I honestly believe my negative thinking in the past has not assisted my chances! Honestly the numbers are fine I promise x