LT TTC after Miscarriage or Loss #12

Tilygirl I love poas but I haven't had the pleasure of doing it for at least 6 weeks now!! Goodluck sweetie I hope this is your month x
Andie hope something happens soon!
Saffy you have frightened the you know whatsies out of me!!!

Just started spotting

Oh no! :(

boo, thats no good tilygirl

Boo is right! AF is here in full force today, sorry TMI.
So I guess no clomid = shorter cycles?
Now I have to decide whether or not to take clomid this month? What does everyone think? With or without?
I also need to keep in mind I now only have 3 more cycles before the FS wants us to come back (because of low ovulatory reserve) to move on to the next step, whatever that may be.
Should I just be throwing everything at the next 3 cycles? I think last month I just needed a break from the temping, the tablets, the needles and the testing, I lost my mojo...
I also have in the back of my mind sabotaging this month because "if" I did get pregnant, it will have been 12 months since we conceived Lucy and I would be due when Lucy was due. Am I way over thinking things???

So hard to know what to do. Clomid didn't do the right thing with me, if you feel that you aren't ready to progress to the next level of intervention they try another month of clomid. The mind is powerful so you need to be in the right head space regardless of what you choose.

sorry about af, tilygirl. cant help you with the clomid thing, havent been on that before. i guess if it gives you a longer cycle, then maybe thats a good thing? xx

Hi girls, it's quiet in here. I'm sorry I haven't made much contact lately, just been a bit down. I'm not quite ready to discuss details about DH health yet, I am not sure if I ever will. I would love to share my story, but I don't think I am ready. Being here on BB sometimes makes the pain of not being able to conceive a lot harder :(
I just wanted to say hi because I didn't want you lovely ladies to think I just abandoned the thread :lol: I hope that next time I post I will have some good news, ANY kind of good news.
Hope you're all doing well, I have my fingers crossed for you :)

hi tasha! it is a bit quiet in here... good to hear from you though, sorry you're having a rough patch. dont feel pressured to post good news - we will take any news from you, good or bad...! :hug:

joeve - omg. that bruise on your blog. wtf? any news on your epu?

saffy - hi, you still having epu on friday? goodluck.

hi sunbeam & tilygirl. :)

Tasha nice to see you sweetheart I think of you often.

Andie lol you likey my bruise?? Omg it's so feral but honestly it doesn't hurt lol I am scared it's needle time soon hope it doesn't happen again! Hope you are going well sweetiex

Saffy as you know I am cheering those follies on babe xx

3 eggs for me!! Happy with this as was expecting the worst, so now tensely waiting for tomorrow fertilisation phone call. Hopefully will get 2 to transfer ( pretty please whoevers in charge of ttcland).

Tasha- so nice to see you, please don't feel pressure to post if you don't feel like it, we are here for you when you need and hoping things get on track soon for you darl xx
Joeve-thank you hun, hopefully we are still going to the tww together
Andie- hi babe, thanks
Tilygirl- If it was me I would try the next 3 months as I can't handle not trying. Clomid made me crazy so I'm prejudiced against it, but if it doesn't give you bad side effects go for it

Saffy yippee go little eggs do your thing!
At this stage I will be 3 days behind you :) quietly freaking out about EPU but I will be ok I have to do it it's another hurdle :)

EPU is fine, the drugs they give you to fall asleep are awesome ( for the 5 seconds you get to enjoy them before nodding off), its waking up to hear the results that is hard, although if you get a good number, you feel sooo happy! Goodluck for Monday, my transfer might be then I think.

They don't knock me out eeekkk! You get something to sedate you but not GA... Is that what you had?
I am crossing everything for you xx

saffy - congrats on your haul, hope they are all happily dividing & growing! im glad you got a result you were happy with for your epu, must have been a relief. xx

joeve - i freaked out too when told just a 'sedation' for EPU - but its like a GA. you dont feel a thing, you just got to sleep & when you wake up its over. best of luck, i will be checking the blog for epu news on monday!

hi to everyone else. :)

afm - af arrived yesterday, so 40 day cycle for me. hopefully the herbs will do their thing & i will have a shorter cycle next time. hope you all have a great weekend.

Andie let's hope she doesn't arrive at all this month and you get a bfp instead!!

thanks joeve. ;)

just wishing joeve goodluck for today! xx

(saffy - not sure if you are having transfer today or wednesday... but goodluck too if its today! xx)