LT TTC after Miscarriage and Loss #2

ferrals - thats exactly what the chinese doc was saying!! Do you believe it?? Its just put such a negative spin on this month cause i was so happy being that they had removed my endo 3 weeks ago now im stressing that my body doesnt like his swimmers! Yeh she said to start using condoms again cause my body is to used to them!! WTF??! I was furious! Thanks Ferrals, you are like an encyclopedia!!

Alice - No cleaning for you huh??! I dont blame you, my house it a bomb and whats so embarressing is my MIL and her friend just dropped by unexpectedly and its a disgrace in here! She has never seen my house messy in the 10yrs I have been with DH! I was mortified, closed every door as we walked thru! EIK :redface: Thanks for the advice Alice - you are a gem!

Murraycod - I dont know if your lurking sweetheart but I wont you to know that Im praying for you and hope the cramping subsides and you see your healthy little one tomorrow! will be eagerly awaiting your post. xx

Reet - DH is on Menevit but we will swap to Spermax once this bottle has finished! Yeah ieven 1% improvement would be positive!! Really appreciate you replying!!

Saffy - your right, i have heard her opinion but I dont have to agree with it! You have all made me feel soooooo much better about it! I had been feeling really anxious (as per usual)!

Matthews mum and crafty - thanks for responding! I truly, truly dont know what i would do without your guidance! Thank you!

One of my g/f's has been doing ivf for about 9 mths after going thru 3 losses naturally. She found out a few weeks ago that she was UTD and she was obviously thrilled! She started having severe cramping and small amount of bleeding/spotting last Thursday, had her scan on Friday and everything is perfect! well better than perfect cause there is 2 of them in there!! Yep, twins!! Soooo happy for her! She is 6wks 5days! Just wanted to share that positive story with you! We all need to hear them!!!

Thanks again for all your feedback, you are all ace!!

T-Hopes-lol i am a research fanatic when i hear something or need to know something i want to know all there is to know about the subject :rolleyes: does that make sense.
And yes actually i do believe it to a degree not entirely if there is an egg and sperm from only one male then you would think they would fertilise if they were both normal and healthy but when you read about and hear about couples having problems conceiving only to move on to other partners and have no problems it does make you wonder and why is it couples in a new relationships that seem to fall pregnant by accident on the pill ect and then 10 years later when ready for children are unable to fall pregnant when they are still young enough and look at all the ho dogs who r##t around and fall pregnant at the drop of a hat and don't know who the father is (maury povich lol) it doe's get you thinking is our bodys pre programed to go after the fittest and strongest sperm for good healthy DNA for the whole survival of the fittest like in the wild.
Well like i said i believe a little bit that has a part to play but what about all the genetic disorders that manage to sneak through and all the kids born with inherited disorders to me that is not survival of the fittest at all that is just the luck of the draw.

Murrycod- I emailed you at home.

Crafty-we can do this just hang in there with me.

Alice,reet,saffy,and anyone i missed hi.

AFM-a BFN again AF due tomorrow but i don't feel like it is coming just yet so keep your fingers crossed that west meads list is not full.

Hi ladies,

Mathew's mum - I'm glad your transfer went well sorry the first little embie didn't make it. I hope the TWW goes quickly with a great outcome.

Alice - sorry to hear about your SIL but the others are right we can't deny our feelings and we feel what we feel there's no right or wrong.

Porsche - good luck for tomorrows appointment.

Happybaby - sorry AF showed up, I can understand how it can be upsetting.

T Hopes - Thank you for sharing the lovely story about your friend I hope everything continues wonderfully for her.

Murry - Huge hugs babe we will all be hanging desperately to hear how you go.:grouphug:

Saffy - I agree it might be a good idea to find another counsellor. Does your fertility clinic have one? I saw the one at mine and she was awesome.

Crafty - so good to see you back on line. :hug:

Ferrals - So I guess its not that I have ****ty eggs.;) Your explanation makes perfect sense, as a lesbian my girl bits just don't see enough sperm to get bored of it. I wonder if you used condoms except when you are due to O if the egg would be more receptive? Just a thought. Sorry for the BFN I hope AF hurrys so you can catch the IVF train quickly.

AFM - Well had bt but asked to not know my numbers so she just left a message to say I'm definitely pg and I have to go for second one in a week. I then saw TCM guy (nearly threw up outside his office first!) He made me up several bags of very delicious looking twigs and sticks for me to stew into a yummy tea twice a day! :spit: About to have the first one soon sure it will be lovely! He also said to keep warm and stay off the cold drinks.

Murraycod - sending you lots of love and strength for today. Praying everything is perfect xx

Ferrals - oh so sorry to hear of bfn, you going to teat again or just wait it out? xx

Murraycod - sending you lots of love and strength for today. Praying everything is perfect xx

morning everyone, t-hopes-great story,thanks...ferrals-when is af due?..murraycod-thinking of you..

T-Hopes-No i wont test again i know i am not pregnant i knew a week ago that it didnt work but i still had that little glimmer of hope.

Mathewsmum-AF due today i am starting to feel little niggly period like pains so i think it will turn up tomorrow well i hope so anyway because i want to ring the clinic and see if i have made it on the list.

Sunbeam-good news on the bloods now we just need to keep you pregnant this time lets hope this little bub is all healthy and sticks around for the duration my fingers are crossed for you and i hope to join you real soon.

Murrycod-i will be at work when you post your results so i will check in the morning but i am thinking of you.

Crafty-how you doing has AF turned up if not have you weakened and POAS yet. You and i are cycle buddies and seem to get AF around the same time i really hope we get our BFP together because the odds for you and i are not real great so we have this uphill battle to fall pregnant and keep our babies so we have each other to get through this time together and i pray we get our wish.

AFM- No AF i really want it to show tomorrow that would be perfect timing around work ect. so everyone cross there fingers or do the AF dance and send all your AF vibes my way and pray the ivf list is not full.

ferrals-everything crossed for you

Murray hope all is fantastic and we hear your fantastic news that bub is going great soon. Have everything crossed for you and your DH.

Hi ladies !

Thinking of you all and hoping madly for more BFP's :crossfingers:

Murraycod - thinking of you today as always ! xoxo

Sunbeam - glad all is going well ! xoxo

Ferrals - i hope AF doesnt show - but if she does then i hope you are on the list ! xoxo

Hope everyone is well

xoxo

Hello all

Murraycod hope all is well with your scan ! thinking of you babe,

Ferrals well its a BFN for me too as if I didn't know that already !!! how dumb can I be !! oh well changed my lilypie to a few days longer as no sign of AF and no headache yet and I always get that a few days before she turns up so if she comes your ways send her over here when your done with her !!

Will be reading everyday on how your all doing !

grrr- just lost a big post....

sunbeam-:stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl: sounds good xx
matthews mum:stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy: hope tww flies and then your bfp xx
ferals- :goodluck: for the list (or no AF prior) xx
Alice- I rang the counsellor yesterday and it wa easier than I had thought, will investigate the private ivf counselling when we go on thurs for our group session
murrycod-hugs to you, you can do this, hang in there xx
Porsche -good luck for appt xx
Thopes- glad we all made you feel better! xx
Mildez- I did nightshift last night and looked after a woman who was trying for 3 years then found out she was UTD a week before their IVF appt, I made her rub me for good luck!! Maybe it was an omen?? (-clutching at straws here-) It could happen to us!!
AFM- had pos OPK yesterday, happy we managed to BD even with the disruption of night shift ( we don't see each other for 24hrs) so if I can force DH into one more go tonight I will be pleased we have BD sun, Mon and then Tues and maybe even Wed if I'm lucky for one last gasp :pray::pray: for a BFP before IVF

crafty- I overlapped you- sorry for BFN but its not over yet as you know, hope she never turns up for you xx

Been checking in all day to see if there is any word from Murrycod.

Sunbeam - Same here!!!

Hi Ladies

Just got home from QFG. I start sniffing synarel tonight and popping Diabex as well as all the other supplements I'm currently on.

I had the old dildo cam as well and he didn't see any dominant follicles. So he said he couldn't tell If I have O or not. I know I haven't but he sent me for BT to check my levels. My lining is good so he seems to think I have O'd but you know.

Still no news on MurrayCod?

No MurrayCod yet? She was thinking it might be after 7pm before she could post.

MurrayCod - Hoping with all my heart that today went beautifully for you xxooooxxxooo

Saffy - well done!! I'm glad it was easier than you thought it would be. Are you doing a group IVF counseling session? I did one years ago and it was very helpful to me. I hope you can get some one-on-one counseling soon

Crafty - sorry for the BFN :( ... I've been keeping the AF fairy busy over here, will try to hold onto so she misses you and Ferrals

Ferrals, hope there is a place for you in the IVF program for July

Sunbeam - sticky vibes to you

Sevie - haven't heard from you in a while - where are you up to?

Porsche - ready, set, GO!! Hope this IVF goes smoothly for you - fingers crossed. Sorry you had dildo cam today...never fun.

HappyBaby - how are you today?

Mildez - hope the appointment with the doc you work with goes OK - I can understand you feeling that way about working with him and him knowing all that about you but hopefully it just means he's more attentive

MatthewsMum - how are you today? Are you having time off work at the moment?

Who have I missed? Have that feeling a lot lately...hope I'm not loosing my memory already!

AFM, well got over my 'flu' really fast for me - only had it for a week, so maybe my immune system is improving. Saw the herb doc today, honestly that woman is so abrupt! Anyway, she can see improvements, had some accupuncture and feeling pretty good so hopefully things will stay on track I cannot wait to get this IVF cycle started.

hi all,saffy-fingers crossed for you....crafty-sorry this wasn't your month...porshe-sounds like your off to a good start...alice-good news,sounds like your ivf cycle will be happening soon,yeah.i'm a stay at home mum who homeschools ,dh is having a few days off.By this time last transfer spotting had started,pleased to say toilet paper is clear so far but have been having slight cramping on &off...

My Darlings XXXX Scan went wonderfull, measuring a perfect 12mm and 180 heart rate. FS says that my cramping is from high levels of progestrone my body is making and made me promise to take it easy and relax. Got the cutest photoes too!!! Just a smudge on the screen, but a good looking smudge!!
I have been away for a few days, in Melbourne then Adelaide, so I am going to go over the 4 pages I missed so I can get some persies on the go!!!

Love to you all, back shortly when I catch up MWAH XXXX

Murraycod I am so so so happy for you

:happyforyou::happyforyou::happyforyou::happyforyo u:
:happyforyou::happyforyou:

:hooray::loveshower:

Happy happy news Ms MurrayCod!!

:loveshower::hooray:

Now relax and enjoy!! xx

YAHOOOOOOOOOOO!! Murraycod im sooooo happy! I have checked like 50 times today!!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Well my lovely murraycod so glad I was right again !!!! oh how big my head is getting now for goodness sake take it easy and stop the stressing you making me stress reading your stressing lol XXX love to you and baby cod

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Yay MurrayCod That's great news. Now you can relax a little!

Murrycod-I wasn't worried i knew you would do great.


AFM-AF here right on time now just waiting to see if i made it on the list to start my cycle and go for BT tomorrow.

Yay Murraycod !

:happyforyou:

xoxo

180!! - Must be a girl Murraycod! :)

Ferrals wow AF arrived on the correct day how lucky for you I do hope you made the list !!!

Still smiling to myself at the results of Murraycods scan you see girls there is light at the end of the dark tunnel we find ourselves in at times it just takes a lot of guts and a lot of effort and positive thinking but miracles do happen and we do have babies after mc so for all of you out there waiting your own miracle its not too far away !!!

AFM well have no idea where AF is I guess at my age it could be another week before she decides to visit but I do have to say I have stopped taking all the cra*** chinese meds and well I stopped taking every damn thing really feel if this is going to happen for me again then it will I don't need no herbs or nothing to get me pregnant I just need a good egg and good sperm to meet on the right day and I have 1% chance a month of that happening !!!

:happyforyou: Whoo what a relief we have all been on tender hooks waiting to hear. That is awesome babe.:happyforyou:

Ferrals - I have everything crossed that you will get on the IVF list straight away now AF is here.

Holy Crap i made it on the list i go for my BT in the morning and wait for my hormone results if they are ok i can pick up my meds and start injecting tomorrow please please let my hormones be ok.
The nurse said they like FSH to be under 10 but as my ovaries responded text book last time and i have heaps of antral follicles she said they would proberbly start me even if i had a higher FSH it is the E2 they worry about with me as i have naturally high E2 so cross fingers girls this has to be my month if it works i would be due around Abbi's 2nd Bday so i hope that is a good omen.

Crafty-maybe a sneaky BFP is waiting for you.

Oh Ferrals!!!! Fab news my friend!!! I have been lurking for you all day! Stoked for you lovey! xx

Crafty - Sorry to hear of what FS said about 1% chance, i'm really feeling for you. You are amazing, you know that! Like Ferrals said... sneaky BFP???

Great news for you Ferrals ! so glad you made the list,

T-hopes thanks for thinking of me but I guess I just have to get used to it and accept I will be in here for another 10 months and then that is it for me, by then I will be the only one left in here and then I will make my final exit when I know your all UTD ! and I will be happy I met you all and happy I am a mum to 9 lovely kids already and sad my last one ended in mc

Crafty - you have a good view on it, but praying things happen for you soon!

Ok girls so im officially going insane... I just found myself on the LilyPie website playing around with the pregnancy tickers, designed myself the cutest one...... and then I came crashing down from that lovely cloud I was sitting on!!! Oh god, I am one sad little soul! How embarressing! But im sick of this stupid ovulation ticker, it sucks big ones!

Yay Ferrals That's great news!!!

Ah T-Hopes I do that too your not the only one. We can be nutters together lol.

congratulations Ferrals!! awesome news!!! There is light after all - fingers crossed

Crafty - :hug: don't have the words today just so glad to have you here and it is terrific news about little cod...I honestly thought with those levels and all that cramping she had two in there! so pleased all is well

T-hopes, nah, you're not silly, you're a dreamer and what's life without dreams eh? You too Porsche

:stickyvibesgirl: Sunbeam - hoping all is going well with your little bean too :stickyvibesboy:

:stickyvibesboy: MatthewsMum - thinking of you constantly- no spotting so far is great - hope things keep going well :stickyvibesgirl:

Hello there
I'm so glad Murracod's scan was good news. That's excellent that Ferrals got on the IVF list. FX you can start tomorrow.
I am so confused at the moment. I'm starting to get very worried about how long ttc is taking. I told DH I can't wait another 2 years for a BFP. We have 2 icebabies left over from our 2 stim cycles. I'm starting to think we should have a FET if I get a BFN in July. DH doesn't think it's a good idea and thinks it won't work or there might be birth defects because it's been frozen. Has anyone else been faced with this dilemma?
Well at least I have a month to think (stress) over it. And maybe I'll get lucky and my BFP will happen next month.
Sorry I haven't been able to do many personals. My best to you all.
HappyBaby

:cheer: Ferrals that is excellent news I am literally jumping up and down for you (very gently) sooo hope you get to start tomorrow.

Crafty - So nice of you to plan to stay till we all have our BFPs but I really believe you'll get one too. You are my inspiration when it comes to beating the odds so I'm not giving up hope for you.

T Hopes - I'm not sure which is more sad making a pg ticker when you are not pg or being like me and not making one when you are because you are too afraid you'll have to delete it again!:hug:

Alice - thanks for the sticky vibes, all seems well so far.

Happy baby - you should talk to your FS but I'm sure there is almost as much chance with frozen embies as fresh in fact I know 3 babies all from frozen embies and they are perfect ( and it was the fresh ones that failed!) I say go for it with your 2 snow buds.

AFM - not much news except that all I want to do is be at home taking it easy and resting to help my bub stick and work is holding zero interest for me at the moment but I have the busiest week. Sucks. Even the weekend will be busy as it is my housemates birthday. LET ME REST!:wall:

Thanks for your comments Sunbeam that's really made me feel a lot more positive about the FET. I hope you manage to get some time for yourself to rest.
HappyBaby