LT TTC after Miscarriage or Loss #8

Minniemouse - Happy Birthday:happybirthday: I hope you have a great day and your germs don't ruin it.

age78 - Yes it is a bit confusing with all the abbreviations at first. Here's the link to the page with them all on it helped me heaps.
http://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums/...ns-acronyms-9/

Saffy - I hope AF is not too horrible to you this cycle. Are they going to be monitoring you with bts this time?

AFM- Caved and tested yesterday and today and BFN. Got a feeling its going to stay that way as I'd be expecting my porno boobs about now and they're not here. I'll try again on monday.

I hope you all have a great weekend.

sunbeam: thanks for that :-) still sick but trying to ignore it and going out to lunch i think. i have been checking here to see your news, sorry its a bfn, i hope you wake with porno boobs tomorrow and get that bfp monday !

Minnie~ :happybirthday: darl, I hope all your dreams come true this birthday year for you, I still have everything X'd for you in your TWW darl. Have a great day today and I hope DH spoils you rotten on your special day.

Sunbeam~ :hug::hug: to you darl, so sorry it's a BFN darl. I have been hoping and wishing for BFPs for all you ladies in the TWW. Wish I could change it for you. Huge hugs and remember it aint over until the horrible AF arrives, so I will hold onto some hope and keep wishing for you darl.

Loops~ You are welcome darl, as soon as I even have a niggling about my tonsils getting sore I am straight into the honey and it works a treat darl. WooHoo for feeling better and your positive OPK, hope you catch that eggy and you have a wonderful sticky surprise at the end of your TWW darl, FX for you.

Saffy~ How are you going darl? Hope AF is being nice to you this cycle.

Crafty~ How are things going for you darl? Hope your cycle is being nice to you and you are in the TWW with me. ;)

AFM~ Well we DTD on CD10 and CD13 and I definately had a positive OPK last night on CD14 and DF decided he didn't feel up to BDing last night as he didn't come to bed until I was well and truly asleep. So I don't think there will be any BFP for me at the end of this cycle, :( Maybe I will get lucky again tonight but then it will probably be to late anyhow. No wonder a person feels like giving it up as a bad joke, he bloody knew last night was the night to BD as I told him so but he still didn't come to the party. Bloody men he is really starting to drive me past insane, sometimes I really wonder why I bother at all with TTC. I guess it didn't help much when he was talking to his wannabe mother last night and she tells him she is coming up with his father and the 2 foster kids on Thursday to see HIM, no she didn't say she is coming up to see US as a family they are coming up to see HIM. These ppl are the outlaws from hell not one of them speak to me any more since we moved as they think I am the one that made DF move from his property. Like it doesn't matter that he is now getting paid nearly twice as much as he was over there and that he is happier over here. I told DF last night when they come up DD and I will go and stay at my parents place while they are here cause I really don't think they want me around while they are here. This is exactly what they did to DFs last partner and he ended up breaking up with her, now they are doing the same thing to me. DF always changes when his parents are around he gets snappy and snarly at me and I always end up very upset, I told him this last night yet again and he says he won't change. Not sure I want to stick around and see if he remains true to his word or not, I know I shouldn't leave my home because they are here but it seems like the easy thing to do on all of us.
Sorry about the rant ladies but I just don't know if I should stay and give it a go or just head for the hills for a few days while they are here. Poor DD is always in trouble with them when they have the kids here as they blame everything on DD and they are too stupid to see that their kids are bloody liars and they are the ones doing the stuff they know they are not meant to do and that just really gets my back up big time, nobody has the right to speak to my DD the way they do, she is MY daughter after all and not theirs. Any ideas on how I can find the strength to stay here when they are here? I am open to anything. HELPPPPP MEEEE PLZ.:wall:

Oh my gosh it is 7am on a sunday morning so its too early to call and tell anyone else yet so you girls are the first to know. My porno boobs arrived last night and this morning, 12dpo :bfp: :leap: All those things I thought I was imagining were real!

I POAS at 4am and left it in the bathroom, I've found it is hard to go back to sleep if you are super happy or totally bummed out. I was actually kind of shocked when I could see a second line. I was half way through peeing (sorry TMI) when I saw it so I quickly grabbed a cup so I could do a second test to confirm, its faint but it's there :D.

My first words were, "hi little baby, sorry I made you eat Hungry jacks yesterday (feeling mother's guilt already!!!:lol:)

Pleas please be a healthy sticky bean :pray:

Bring on all the other BFPs.

Clairesmummy - I am so sorry that DF's family are so horrid. If it were me I would definitely leave when they are there. For one you are TTC and don't need the stress and for two it is your house and you should not have to feel bad due to visitors in your own house. If he's not willing to pull them into line then I'd be out the door, especially considering you would be protecting your DD from their nastiness.

Sorry DF is also not helping in the TTC stuff, they are men they just don't get it!

oh my gosh sunbeam huge congrats to you !! :crossfingers: :happyforyou: :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy: :hug:

SO excited for you :-) will you go get hcg done this week ? go the porno boobs lol im glad you listened and woke up with them today !!

Sunbeam~ OMG huge WOOOOOO HOOOOOOO for you darl, big congrats sooooo excited for you and now it is time for lots of :dance::clap::dance::happyforyou::happyforyou: and sending you dump truck loads of :stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy:
Thank you for the advice darl, I truly think it would be better for both DD and I if we weren't here but DF really wants me to be here with him as they haven't been that great to him either since we moved, they have only just started talking to him. I will have a good chat with DF tonight about what can I expect if things turn to crap on me while they are here will he stand up for me or will he just be like a cowardly dog and put his tail between his legs and ignore what is happening. I probably shouldn't doubt him standing up for me as he has done it before to his mother when she told DF I had him under the thumb and she told him he has no balls like his brothers and lets his woman dictate his life to him, DF went off his brain at her that night as this is simply so far from true that it aint bloody funny. Mind you this is the woman when told of our last MC all she said to us was OH WELL have yous ever thought that maybe yahs can't have kids, be worse if she lost it when it was born. My reaction was not pretty at all first I went on my tits then I was a balling mess. This was said a few days after I found out bub no longer had a HB. Yes it would of been harder if bub was born sleeping but OMG I had just found out our little bub had passed on do you really think I want to hear someone say that crap. I really can't stand this woman and god give me strength to stand beside DF while they are bloody here. Mind you I do have our back up accomodation on stand by at my parents place which is only 1.5hours drive from here, lol. My mum and dad are expecting DD and I Thursday night if it all turns to crap on me, I love my parents they are so supportive 100% of the time nothing like the outlaws that is for sure.
mind you if I do stick it out here until they leave on Saturday I will be doing lots and lots of posting in here. Is there a forum on BB where we can scream about the outlaws???
Thanks again Sunbeam and huge woohoo for the ****ty eggs and porno boobs, love it. Congrats again darl.

Minnie~ How are you going darl you must be at 11DPO today hey? And how did you spend your bday?????

omg- sunbeam, thats great news!!!! Yay for porno boobs and a bfp!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm in a hurry and have to go out, will write more later, xxxx sticky vibes +++

Woohoo Sunbeam! Please be sticky little baby, please!! Hungry Jacks is ok as long as you had onion rings :)

(yes, I still stalk)

Well looks like my happiness was short lived. This mornings test was really really faint, barely there. I had a feeling something was up as my porno boobs went last night and my temp was 37.1 but I felt really cold and couldn't get warm. Guess that's another chem. pg for me. I did the test at 4am so have had pretty poor minimal sleep since then so now I'm bummed and exhausted, great start to the week.

oh no sunbeam in so sorry to hear that :hug: for you, its so cruel for that to happen.

on the positive side the new DD obviously has good sperm and its just a matter of time before you get that sticky bubba, i know that doesn't help much right now, im so sad for you :hug:

Sunbeam~ Oh darl I am so sorry, GBH to you. Not really sure what to say but know you are in my thoughts darl, take care of you.

Thnaks lovelies. I think I will go for a bt tommorow morning just to confirm whats going on.:rolleyes:

Hey Ladies
Thanks for the kind wishes etc.

Sunbeam ~ ohh hun, really feeling for you, it sucks to get so excited and then be let down again so quickly :hug: I'm still hoping for you though that the line gets darker again. If not, well I agree with Minnie - looks like your donor is probably pretty great.

Minnie ~ happy birthday for the other day - hope you had a great one and were spoilt! xo

Clairesmummy ~ (((GBH))) you have a lot more strength than me - I couldnt put up with that, although I'm shy so I find it hard to stick up for myself. Good on you for doing so!! My DH's father is an absolute pr#@k too and luckily DH also knows this and we no longer talk to him after he caused a fight at our wedding. Sending you lots of courage and strangth. If you can stay I would just to show then who is boss. GL hun, you dont deserve any of that.

AFM ~ back at work and just in natural everyday TWW I guess and waiting waiting...

Hope everyone else is well xx

Hi all
was so excited to hear you got a BFP sunbeam but now reading your line is faint I am not so sure hopefully all will be revealed in a bt let us know but looks like your donor is fully charged !!!!!
fx FOR A GOOD BT RESULT !

not kept up with everyone sorry but had dreadful few days cramps and headaches and AF again after only 2 wks so I guess my body is up the swanny and doesn't know what the hell its doing ! keep taking the vitex but not so sure I am doing the right thing now as it seems to have knocked my cycle way off track !! sorry for the me post but feel so confused and let down thought I was in the TWW but no AF instead !!!

oh NOOOOO sunbeam, that is soooo cruel, you poor bloss, chem pregnancies suck massively :hug::hug::hug:, I am so disappointed for you, crossing my fingers that things will still work out :pray:

crafty- thats weird about another AF, one a month is too many so two a month is awful!!
Just when you have DH on track too, I don't know much about vitex so no help here sorry , hope it gets sorted out xxx

loops-natural twws are weird, I forget they can actually end in a bfp, but you proved last month it is possible. We have had a few patients at work recently who have done some ivf but ended up with natural pregnancies so it does happen!!

minie- hope you had a lovely birthday and you are going to get a beautiful bfp for a present soon xx

claresmummy- what a saga with your outlaws so stressful and I can't beleive what your MIL said to you after your M/C, you have every right to be offended by her thoughtless comments. Lucky you have supportive parents yourself, I guess some people don't have that either. I can't give you any advice hunny, cos my in-laws are inthe UK so I get it good lol, but i hope it goes ok for you and that H stands up for you if things get tough xx

age78-has AF arrived yet? (hope not ), lets hope you don't need IVF but if you do we will get you through it!!

AFM- well AF was very kind to me, light and no pain- yay! Having an early scan on Friday then blood tests to catch O. On the letrozole which is making me CRANKY as, hoping I don't get a UTI this time, so am taking cranberry tablets.

hi everyone,i'm back,i'll catch up more later just wanted to let sunbeam know i'm sorry your excitment was short...

hi matthewsmum, nice to see you again xx