LTTTC Two Week Wait 2012 #3

Oh no Vic!:crying:
I just caught up on 4 pages of posts and you wouldn't believe how fast my heart was racing as I scrolled and scrolled to see what your results were... Oh honey, my heart is just breaking for you. I am so sorry. :hug::hug::hug:

Oh ****e!! I'm so sorry Vic, this is just not fair. Hugs darling friend xoxoN

Vic, so so sorry gorgeous :( :( :(

I don't get it either. It's just not fair. REALLY NOT FAIR :(

Take care, and let yourself have a big sobbing, heaving cry and lots of wine and chocolate.

Xxx

Oh Vic, my heart is breaking for you :crying:

Have a big glass of wine and be kind to yourself darling :(

xxxxxxxxxx

Vic - No! My heart is breaking for you. Damn the universe. It's not fair. It surley has a LOT to answer for. :hug:

Oh Vic I wish I had something valuable to say but I know what ever I say it won't change things. I'm so so sorry it wasn't good news and am sending you loads of hugs. take care of yourself and remember we are here if you need. Love to you hunni xxx

Oh Vic, I'm so sorry... Thinking of you.. Hugs from me.

bugger bugger bugger..... totally sucks.... oh vic, I wish there was more we could do to make it all better for you.
Look after yourself lovely, and have a really good cry :(

hmmmm.... I feel so sad for you. xxx

Thanks so much girls. It has really meant a lot to me to know that you all (unfortunately) know exactly how I feel. I am trying to keep busy and not to think about it. I spoke to DH just before and he was awesome as always. I did have a moment with him, but he always makes me feel better. He thinks we should just go again as long as I am happy with the FS appointment and we will just find the money. Bless him. I am truely blessed to have met him 3 years ago and marry him and work towards having a baby with him.

So sorry Vic. The universe is a real cow sometimes. Take comfort from your dear DH.

sorry to hear vic, its always devastating x

Well I am 7dpt today and pretty much have zero symptoms. So, not holding out much hope here. In fact going to treat myself to a real coffee this monrning!
Regarding the massage, my clinic has no problem as long as its not a sports one, so I'm going ahead with it. Might as well do something enjoyable!
Amy and Keta I wish you girls all the best for your mothers day tests!!

Mrs P - Im very jealous of your real coffee, I havent had a real one since transfer and this decaf c**p isnt cutting it!!! Enjoy your massge.

Hi to everyone else! Sorry its a short one but just about to rush out the door to work!

Ok I have a TMI question! Now ill be honest, im not particularly great with 'female anatomy' so there is probably some very simple explanation for this. Ever day since before transfer that I have put my pessarie in at night time, everthing has felt 'high' which when I googled seemed normal (ive never been one to check my cervix!). Last night when I put my pessarie in, as I pushed it in I noticed that if I moved my finger towards my front then there was a bulge like lump inside. It was almost the shape and size of an undisolved pessarie, but on the other side of the skin, not in my vaginal canal?! No idea what this is!!!

At the moment im so crampy I keep thinking AF is on the way, if I make it to Sunday with no bleeding I will be very suprised.

Amy - coffee wasn't even that great haha!! Hmm your question intrigues me. I put the pessaries in my butt (sorry to be blunt!) as I find it less messy. I do use a glove though hee hee. So can't St I've had the same thing. I think all your signs are sounding very positive!!!

Amy - I have no idea about your question. Sounds intriguing though. Cramping is a very good sign FX!

Mrs P - I have heard ladies putting their peassaries in their butt, but I can't do it lol. Bad enough doing it the other way haha.

Amy I suspect its your cervix, i can easily touch mine :tmi: when i was trying to get some crinone remnants out ( sorry everyone). Otherwise if it is at the front, or top of your vagina it could just be the anterior vaginal wall which sometimes feels feels 'bulgy'. (I have had my fingers in a lot of vaginas being a midwife :lol:)
When are you poas???

Added- just reread your post, sorry misread that it was on the other side of your vaginal canal, probably just anterior vaginal wall which is bumpy

Yeah its strange, I have never felt it before. Not that I have my fingers in my hoo-ha a whole lot hahaha!
I don't think I am going to POAS :rolleyes: I have every time before and always been so disappointed. I think i'm trying to hold onto a little bit of hope while I don't know, plus i'm only 7dp3dt today anyway so it wouldn't show up. DH comes home from work tomorrow morning and I know he will tell me not to because he knows I will upset myself. I think i'm going to record the phone call anyway - if its bad news ill delete it and if its not then ill treasure it!

xxx

Oh Amy, you're so close now hun!!!!!!! I can't wait for Friday!! I have big hopes for you :) Your symptoms sound very promissing, much like what I had with wee man (except no heart burn which apparently is a very common pg symptom). I don't blame you for not wanting to POAS, I wish I had the same patience (AND I'm one of those people that can't stand the suspence, hehehehe). Bring on the 13th!!!! Big hugs lovely and thanks so much for my lovely message on belly today, you caught me off guard! haha xoxoxox

ps sorry I can't help you with the little bulge down there, I wouldn't have a clue! Hope it's a good sign anyway :)