i totally understand Mollygirl... you would not wish a MC on anyone, but it would be good to know that something was actually working.
i went for my BT with my IVF last august. i actually thought i was UTD, but only a reading of 7HCG. this was classed as an "unviable pregnancy". i was shattered and cried for 4 days straight. this is hard on my daughter(3.5yrs) at the time as she doesn't understand why mummy is sick and visit's the doctors all the time.
either way you are let down. not getting the BFP, getting it then having a MC or being so close when they tell you that something had started to work and then stopped.
i find it hard to know what to do next. i try and have a break between try's. not only to save for it! but to gather my thoughts and health. i am going to try a new acupuncturist this month as well. maybe she will do the trick as she specialises in IVF.
i will be trying a newish drug this month called Femara or Letrozole.
i am hoping it will work and speed this horrible evil nightmare along....
take care,
will be thinking of you tomorrow.
michelle
