Ladies,
Hope you're all doing well in here. Who's up for a BT in the next week? Thinking of you all.
Beata, how are you going? GL for tomorrow. Surely no AF is a good sign so far?
AFM, these cramps have kept me awake all night, and I'm so tired. Only a bit of white cm this afternoon, although I thought I saw a flash of pink so over-analysed that for awhile. (.)(.) are still tingly, sort of heavy, but nothing terribly painful. Cramps have been on and off but quite intense -they are so like AF cramps that I keep running to the loo, because surely cramping this much must mean the Witch has arrived. But no show yet. What's terrible about that is that my mind is going crazy with wondering. Can't believe I would ever say this, but sometimes getting AF is better than having to wait for her...I'm tired, emotional and grumpy, just from wondering.
I thought today would be the day I would start spotting, if AF were to arrive. Alas, the fact that I haven't started spotting means nothing - spotting could start at any minute, or it could not start and keep me in suspense for another 48 hours..or 72 hours...and on and on until BT next Monday. My BT request is dated 27 July, but I've already looked at it and wondered whether I could forge the 27 into a 24 and go on Friday...that would be 14dpo, but would the Nurses tell me off? :redface:
Right, I'm off to check myself into a mental institution. Hope you're all either coming with me to keep me company, or going well enough to not need to.
Love,
Seph
