Back again then out again!!
Hi everyone,
I have been haunting the boards over the last month trying not to obsess about this, my second stim cycle, but can hold back no more - but no sooner am I in than I am out and feeling might maudlin about it too. I guess I'm here looking for a shoulder to cry on :cry:
I started a second stim on the 29th May and had my retrieval on the 9th, didnt get so good a turn out 2nd time around - only 6 eggs, 3 embryos, one transferred one frozen. Again, the fresh transfer little bugger didnt take, wt? I thought they were supposed to be the "good" ones. This is my 4th transfer and I even had some investigation prior to make sure I dont have any immune "issues" and was given the all clear, even with that the doctor put me on predisolone and still nada. I feel like the gods are against me.
I hate the progesterone pessaries they make me cranky as all hell, I even yelled at my best friend last week - something I would never do even if they have been annoying me! Plus they delay the witch - just c'mon already!
Sorry to whine and complain I am just hoping that my 1 frostie does the job for me - I was worried I would have nothing to freeze, so when I got the letter in the mail telling me that 1 had survived to freeze I burst into tears. Maybe lucky 5?
Anyhow goodluck to all still waiting.
BG xxxx