LTTTC Two Week Wait - Nov to Dec

Sal - So sorry honey :wall:. Take care of yourself ok

Sammie - thanks for sharing! Your story was great to read and your summary is all so true! It is a hard tough ride - but well worth it for the gold at the end.

Mrs P - Congrats again - think I posted in another thread too! Very exciting - I don't think I would believe it either & would want to POAS for days to be sure!!

BJ, Jaki, Sal - so sorry to hear it didn't happen for you this time round ladies. Be kind to yourselves, let yourself feel sad and indulge to get over it!

Just over a week to go for me. Hanging in there - have been too busy at work to think about it - which I guess is a good thing. Can't beleive Xmas is just round the corner. How daunting.

Hi Everyone,

Looks like we've all been a bit quiet the last couple of days, hope you are all doing well. Having a bit of a down in the dumps day, not feeling very positive at all. I'm feeling absolutely NOTHING!! I remember last time I felt lots of cramping/pulling & had implantation spotting but havent felt anything this time. When I was at the shops yesterday I bought a 3 pack of HPT so think I will test on Sunday at 7dp5dt. I'm not on any pregnyl so won't have anything intefering with the result.

Hi LMM - I know how you feel. I felt exactly the same this cycle - nothing! No symptoms. Not even sore boobs which I had on my previous two stim cycles - and looks like my intuition was right. I have got spotting yesterday and today, and negative on HPT :( It totally sucks and I'm so ****ty at the world and angry. I will sometimes just burst into tears. I am blaming myself for it not working because we had two top-quality five-day embies transferred. I keep wondering whether if they were put into someone else they would have lived ... And this weekend we have a child's birthday party to go to - a family member's. I am soooo not looking forward to it. When is your BT? I called the clinic today and tried to bring mine forward (due Wednesday) but was told Tuesday was the earliest, unless I get a full-blown AF over the weekend and then I can come in on Monday. I just want to stop taking those horrible Clexane injections and get off the steroids as I know I'm not pregnant. I hope you feel better and cheerier soon.

Hi all

I am pretty down too. I am sure I'm going to get a BFN... I feel like I do every other month since TTC. I started getting snappy today and dropped a few things (def sign AF is on the way). I've brought my BT forward to Monday as I've got Monday off work, so will be easier to get the bad news and not have to be in the office.

Brunette & Daisey - Looks like we're all feeling in the same boat & what a crappy boat it is! I too question myself & think why isn't my body doing what its supposed to, you get told everything is looking good, the thickness of your lining, your hormone levels, the blasty then why the heck do we get negative results. We also fall into the unexplained category & hubby checks out 100% OK so although we don't have anything diagnosed, I do feel like the problem lies with me. I know we have been blessed & are now trying for number two but I can totally understand how you are both feeling.

Brunette - I don't go to the fertility centre when it's just a blood test as it's an hours drive away so I go to one closer to home. All the times I've known it's a BFN, I've just gone & got it done early without telliing them I mean what can they do a zero result is still a zero result. I know how hard it is to go to partys & put on a happy face when inside your heart is breaking & thinking when will it be me? All I can say is I know your time will come & when it does you'll know everything we put ourselves through will be worth it xxx

I like your style, LMM: just turning up and getting the BT done early :) You're right; they would never know. :grouphug: to both you and Daisie. I'm going for a run now - something I have avoided for about three weeks - to try to get rid of some of my anger!

Well, it was as I thought I poas this morning 7dp5dt & it was a bfn, not the slightest hint of any line for me to obsess over. So right now I'm enjoying a nice glass of vino & will have to head out tomorrow to stock up on my xmas cheer! My clinic makes you take at least a months break between each cycle, so we have two in the freezer & will head back in for another go in the new year.

Thanks everyone for keeping me company & if anything hope you have a merry christmas xxx

littlemissmoo - isn't it too soon? you've got another 4 days to go... it could still be positive, couldn't it? Don't give up until the BT results are in.

AFM - i have BT today and i am freaking out. i'm about to leave for the clinic and get it over and done with. I have absolutely no idea what my result is going to be. I'm peaking...gotta go.

Daisie

LMM- It is good you've taken it in your stride but there is still a chance!!!

Good luck Daisy, ill pop back in later to see your results.

Im prob not supposed to be writing in this thread anymore but ive been lurking and keeping an eye on you all.

xx

good luck for today daisy.

AFM- had iui done this morning (will post DPs sample results later as i was impressed with them as his last analysis was 11 million per mil).BT is 30/12.as my usual babysitter was busy this morning i had to take my girls with, but as far as they know mummy was just having a 'test'.my ten yr old was trying to peer through window when it was being done lol. I'm feeling pretty sore at the moment as my cervix didnt wast to co operate and dr had to grab it and move it with these hook looking tweezers ooowwwwww now got cramps etc which i was told will happen but looks like it pierced cervix a little too as im spotting and was warned it would happen if there was any piercing.going to make a heat pack up soon to try and get cramps to ease.DD1 was worried heading back to car coz she thought i was going to pass out.she said i looked like a ghost lol.hcg boosters thursday, sunday and next thursday.going to relax for a while while the kids are watching madagascar 2

Truebabe - that sounds a bit scary. Hope you can take it easy over the next few days to recoup.

Thanks for the good wishes you guys...OMG! BFP. I am stunned to say the least. I'm so nervous that something might go wrong between now and the first scan. Everytime I sneeze I'm worried. I"ve heard so many stories about people losing a pg in the first week or a chemical pg... I"m trying not to get too excited. My clinic doesn't do any more blood tests, they just do the first scan in a few weeks to confirm pg. I feel like I'm over the first hurdle and now I have to hld on until I get over the next hurdle (scan). Having said that... it's been nearly 5 years to get to this stage...so I'm thrilled. It still doesn't feel real though...

LMM - GL I"m thinking of you.

Great news daisy!!!!
What was your HCG level? If you get to worried or nervous between now and scan just go to GP and order your own BT to make sure the levels are multiplying.
Deff dont worry about a chem pg as your levels must have been big enough not to order a repeat BT.
x

omg daisy thats great news.congrats.hope you have a fantastic pregnancy

My HCG was 95, which they said was okay becuase my BT was due tomorrow and I had it a day early. I really don't know what it should be... I try not to get too bogged down in the detail... it freaks me out a bit.

Ive heard they like it over 100, but 95 is really good if it was early, and like i said if they were worried you'd be having a repeat BT. :clap:

Yay! Thanks Jaki and thanks trubabe. Good luck to you both.

Daisy - BIG Congratulations !!!!!!!-how exciting for you. Extra blessings this xmas.
Brunette - your Bt is 16th like mine. I haven't read back all the thread - are you POASing?..hope your travelling along ok.
TruBabe - enjoy being PUPO! Hope you get a great New Year package!
Daisy - wow I just read you weren't feeling positive and now your Preggie!!..stick litttle embie - congratulations!!!..

Just a quick post as haven't read the whole thread - hugs to everyone else I've missed that may have not got their xmas pressie this year - time does heal & I hope you do 'get back on the horse for another cycle' and also a huuugge congratulations to all that got their BFPS..please spread the babydust:)

AFM - at the end of my TWW - Bt in 2 days - I feel absolutely nothing!..good news is that atleast this time I think I will make it to the bloodtest..all other times I got AF. I had only 1 day where I felt like AF was coming - last week..now I feel like my uterus has gone into a coma!!??.i felt it !!!.its still there! - high & hard. I googled cervical position but read it doesn't mean much. .maybe the progesterone injections are delaying AF. I cancelled my accupuncture appt as really feeling not positive!!!..plus can't face talking about how do you feel? I do have a little aching back though -

Goodluck to everyone x