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Rols- it hurt, not lightly, he clipped the lower part of my ribs. I think he was like oops when he had done it. D...h..d!!! Thing is, he knew i had had a m/c and he knew i had done ivf, and even in saying that, no guy should ever hit a girl in the belly, EVER! I was just upset after, over tired, sick of the crap he says. There was a sick little baby at work last night, and was a lot of work, i moved him into resus bay because he needed monitoring closer. Team leader, doc was happy with this. He was working in resus, and is the type of person that, if you take a sick child in there, he complains. So you end up doing the work in there for that baby/child anyhow. Which i did. Doing some procedures on baby and was holding this tiny innocent baby still for close to 2 hours, an hour of that under heat lamp, and i asked him to take over. He wanted to know why, what for blah blah. I wasnt feeeling that great, and it was none of his business. I did most of the work for that baby and he knew it. But after he hit me, he went on about me not being able to "be under the lights" and him having to do my work. Thats when i walked out, said im not taking this s..t! Yes, i agree that he makes inappropriate sexual comments, im too scared to do much, people know what he is like. In my job, i have seen many male nurses get away with too much, not that that is stereotyping all nurses, i guess i have just had some bad experiences. I dont like people criticising my work, because i know i work my butt off and do the best for the children and families i care for. Grrr, im just getting angry. DH has threatened to do many things to him on many occasions!!
Anyway, tummy feels ok, but i guess thats besides the point.
Rols, i hope DW is well and things are going positive.
Mel
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I dont even know if any of that made sense, sorry, rambling :doh:
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Mel...hun...you have to say something. He can't get away with punching you! I had heaps of hassels with work and finally said something, it was so hard but now things are great and I wish I'd done it years ago. You and your baby deserve to be looked after and your employer has a responsibility for your health and well being. Please, please, do something xxx
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Hey Mel i agree with Ellie. He is a guy and you never hit punch or what ever to a girl. You have to be so careful at the moment and for some loser to do that is just way out of line. I reckon with the way i feel at the moment and how important this all is to me i would have him charged.
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I must have got some dodgy tests...
After those two that said positive on Thursday, and my really positive appt. with the dr on Friday, plus all the symptoms, I thought I was pregnant
I got a positive yesterday, but it was so faint. My heart kind of sank. It must have been the trigger giving a false +? Though wouldn't I have gotten a + on Wednesday.... I dunno, whatever it was, I'm definately not buying the Forelife brand again.
So after my faint positive, already disappointed that it was fainter than Thursday's, AF arrived about two hours after I did the HPT. I was kinda hoping it was implantation, even though at 16DPO, it was too late and I knew it, but it was so light, which is unusual for me as usually it is consistently heavy from day 1. Well, the lightness didn't last long, and then the cramping started ouch!. Took panadol at 12, no relief by 2, so took some neurofen... still no relief, so had to take some of my superstrong pain relief so I could get to sleep. Even then, that only lasted a few hours, and I was up again. *ouch* Have a lot of cramping again this morning, and a terrible pain in my back, almost my kidneys (probably need to drink my water I'd say), and the bleeding is extremely heavy still so I am definately not pregnant, even though I have the positive test staring me in the face every time I walk into the bathroom. I need to throw it out...
We had a bit of a cry, and went to drown our sorrows with Maccas on the beach. There was a kiteboarding group down in the water, so that was fun to watch. Then we came home. We watched some movies, then the footy (WOOOOOOOO Bunnies won!!!! Watch out, we're coming back!!!!). We cooked a roast dinner, which was really yummy, and I sat outside and watched my seedlings for a while (they didn't do anything lol, but I find it calming).
And now back to square one... Clomid CD2-6 (tonight), still only 25mg as I ovulated last time on 25mg, and FS doesn't want to risk OHSS (especially since I did actually ovulate on 25mg). And then a scan on CD13 (Friday 07-09-07).
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so sorry about AF coming leasha. take care of yourself and DP too. glad you still went out and distracted yourselves. i stayed home and got waaay too depressed after my BFN's...
let us know how you go in the future...
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So sorry Alisia...all bad here too...good luck hun xxx
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So sorry Ellie and Alicia, am sending you both a big hug.
Take care.
Kazza xx
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Oh girls, im so sorry. I was feeling so positive for both of you. Oh, its not fair. I know how upset you must be. Ellie, i am truly thinking of you. I really wished things were diffent. Im sorry :( Big hugs :hugs:
Im not feeling very positive either, no real signs, BB not sore. Maybe will be joining you two again soon.
Ellie, im really sorry.
Mumof5- how are you feeling?? Any different?? Good luck.
Rols- hope DW is doing ok, what sort of signs has she been having??
Mel
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Alisia, I'm sorry things didn't work out this time. I hope both you and Shel bounce back OK and contnue to remain positive.
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I'm so sorry to hear your news Alicia & Ellie...I really thought that things were looking up in the TWW, it's so sad that it hasn't worked out for either of you. Thinking of you & your partners. Take care xoxo
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to those left in the TWW I wish you all the best & I hope that we get some long lasting BFPs in here soon.
:pray:
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Ellie, I wont repost, but I did pass on my best wishes on the LTTTC/AC thread.
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Oh Ellie, I am absolutely devastated here for you :( :hugs: I guess we'll be seeing each other again on the TWW again... If you ever need to have a chat, just drop mean email k hun. Sending you lots of healing energy and hope that your next BFP will be a sticky one.
Me: well, spoke to clinic yesterday. The nurse thought I was pregnant too... its all very confusing. I asked what she thought happened, and she just said, sometimes tests don't work, sometimes other things dont work, theres nothing much you can do but keep going. Thoughts keep crawling through, but I guess it's true, there nothing much that can be done.
So, as per clinic instructions, I am back on Clomid, first dose last night. Guess I'll see you all back here in two weeks. Good luck everyone!
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Ailsia, Ellie, I am so sorry girls. I am sending lots of positive thoughts your way during my meditation and visualisation exercises. :grouphug:
Em, Mel, Rols and DW, how are you guys going?
Mel - if work won't do anything there are a whole group of women (and our favourite male) in here with hormones raging through them that I am pretty sure would be quite scary for him hehehe. What a D@!$%H^%$!D!
Me - I have been doing my best to relax up on the (now sunny) NSW north coast. I am getting pretty tired a lot, really sore BB (which I don't get when AF is coming) occassional cramps, nusea and faint spells.....don't know if it is the hormones or maybe pregnant. Trying not to get my hopes up.
Talking of signs I have a friend who is a medium and has read cards for people for about 20 years. The day of my transfer she said she'd had this amazing dream that was really clear. She dreamt I was standing under an arch all coverd with flowers and it was all misty. I was peering out into the mist and this little brown haired boy came and jumped into my open arms and kind of dissolved into my stomach and I was pregnant! She woke up straight away and said it was so vivid she had to write it down to tell me. Even stranger though...when I told DH he said he had asked a friend in Canada who does lots of visualistion and meditation to do some for us. He uses arches all the time in his visualisations. I asked my friend and she said she had never seen an arch in hers. DH had asked his friend the same day she had the dream! I am soooo hoping this is a sign!
(no point me looking at my vege garden as a sign...I am hopeless!)
Anyway good luck to everyone and take care....lets hope for some BFP's in here soon!
Cheers
Shelly
PS I have still not bought a HPT...VERY proud of myself!
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Shelly, you certainly have a heap of good physical signs, and few good "other" signs as well!
Not much happening with us. DW has a few preg. symptoms I guess you could say, but all could be related to the crinone. She hasn't had any side effects from it that we're aware of (cramping etc) but these other things could be either/or, IYKWIM.
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Hi all....not much happening here either.Today is the first day i feel good since EPU woohoo. Don't feel different at all but its way to early to tell anything yet anyway. Got the call from the scientist this morning telling me we have 4 blasties on ice. I was so happy about that,my mum ran up to me and gave me a big cuddle. Mums off home tomorrow :(. At least now we have another chance of having a baby without going thru the hole thing again.
Take care everyone
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Hey everyone!!! Just quick question, when does the trigger shot go out of your system by?? A couple of posts i have read 7 days and others 10 days or longer...?? Anyone have any ideas??
Ta Mel
