Feel empty & numb!!!

Tracey,

It is awful that they are making you wait until 4th Jan to find out what is going on.
Have you not thought about going to the emergancy dept ?
Wheni had both my m/c that is what i did and they sorted out a scan for me teh first time i went back the next day as the scan people had gone home. But the second time i went first thing and they took me for a scan that day.

Michelle,
I guess part of me is too terrified & hopefully by Jan 4th, I will be less of an emotional wreck....
As I was only just 5 weeks, so would have been only about 6 weeks today my Ob said there really would be no change in what we saw last time if I am preg & having lost it there'd be nothing, so he said best to wait until about 7+ weeks... So there'd be something to see, so when I called the place that he has referred me too, they only had a spot for today they close on Thursday & re open on Jan 3rd, so next appt is at 9:45am on the 4th...So I just agreed to that...

Tracey,
I hope the wait will not be to hard for you then.

I will be thinking of you on the 4th and praying that they end up seeing a HB.
It is such a stressful time for you right now and i hope that part of you will still enjoy the Christmas break. To take your mind of things for a while.

Big Hugs.

Well I have spoilt Gede & Maddy with Chrissie presents...
I am usually the money manager, but I just decided sometimes other things are more important!!!!

So I bought them heaps & to see them smile will brighten my day/s, week/s, months!!!!

We will keep busy, I will go to my sisters & will post my news!!!

Hi Tracey,
I'm just popping in to say that I am thinking of you.
I know how herd it must be not to know definately what is happening.
I hope the waiting isn't too hard on you. I know it doesn't look good but as the other girls have said, stranger things have happened. You may get good news. [-o<
Love
Layla

Tracey I'm so sorry to hear of your news. I will be thinking of you when you go for your scan.

DB and I went out and spent money (bought expensive sunglasses) on ourselves when we had our miscarriage. It does make you realise about what really is important in life.

I know this is different but when I found out Alana had Cystic Fibrosis I felt like my world had collapsed. Now everytime I look at her and she smiles and giggles I am the most thankful person to have such a beautiful girl. So I'm glad that you can also find happiness thinking of the smiles you will get from Gede and Maddy.

Big hugs!! and Good Luck!

Tracey, I am so sorry for your maybe loss. It is never a good time for this sort of thing, but I hope your family can support each other through the next 2 very tough weeks.
My thoughts are with you til your scan.
Fiona

Dear Tracey,
I am so very sorry to hear of your news... All of my thoughts and prayers are with you. [-o< ing for a good outcome at your appt on the 4th.
Please take care,

Tracey, I am so sorry that you have to go through all of this.
I really do hope that everything turns out to be fine, but you know that we are always here to help you however it turns out.

lots of {{{HUGS}}}

Love Jen

Tracey, Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and Gede and Maddison. Hope you get some definate answers soon.

Nic

Tracey, I am so sorry to hear that you have to go through this. Huge hugs to you. I am thinking of you and I hope the time goes quickly to your appt.

Take care.

Angel.

Tracey,

I too am thinking of you and am sorry to hear of what a difficult time you are going through at the moment. As the girls have said, lean on all of us whenever you need to.

:hugs:

Tracey,

I am so sorry to read about your loss. I can't imagine what you are going through but you are lucky to have Maddy and Gede by your side as well as the other great people on the forum. Next year will be a special time for you and Gede, and something to look forward to when you decide to TTC again. Keep you chin up and I hope you enjoy Christmas Day when you get to give the lots of presents you bought to Maddy and Gede.

Gemma.

Tracey, sweetheart I am so awfully sorry to hear of your loss. I haven't been online for a little while, and I was just terribly shocked & saddened when I read your post.
It is truly heartbreaking & unfair & such a difficult thing to comprehend. In the brief time I've known you in this wierd little alternate universe, I've felt some kind of a connection, possibly because we both have our beautiful daughters, but also because we seem to share some of the same opinions & ideas. So I was thrilled to hear of your pregnancy. And now I am so desperately disappointed for you, Gede & Maddy.
I'm trying to be careful that what I say isn't going to be painful to read for you, but I want you to know that I feel for you at this painful time.

Tracey, what I have learnt about you is that you're a strong, resilient woman with a big heart & a great sense of the joy in life. I have no doubt at all that you will get through this challenge & become an even more compassionate & brave person as a result, for yourself & for your family.
Please lean on us ladies in the m/c & loss forum, we'll all willingly offer whatever support we can.
Next year will bring a fresh start & your dreams will be fulfilled.
You & your beautiful family are in my thoughts & prayers.

Chi-Chi,
Your message this morning has really made my day.
I am feeling really positive about the New Year, the loss has brought us all much closer & made us appreciate each other & what we have so much more.

I cannot tell you in words how much you truly have given me strength this morning, as have all the Lovely Ladies I have received messages from or interacted with on the various threads!

I wish everyone so much health, happiness & pregnancies galore in the New Year!!!!!

'Truly from my Heart.... You are all Wonderful

Tracey,

I've been away from the chat for a while and didn't even pick it up when I was on last.

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. My love and thoughts are with you Gede and Maddison.

I hope your family loved all their Christmas presents and that you settle into a wonderful 2005.

PS. I read on another thread what a wonderful report Maddy had last year. What a clever, beautiful girl you've got.

Love,

Rachel

Thanks Rachel,

we are back on the band wagon!!!

Your kind words are truly appreciated......

thank-you

Tracey,

Would love to catch up sometime, I'm sure the girls would love it. What do you think?

Cheers.

Rachel