Its happening again.

Sending you big hugs :hug:.

Freya,

I'm absolutely devastated for you. I'm so sorry that this is happening & that you are all alone. You deserve better than this. You deserve another baby. I just don't know what to say, I just want to wrap my arms around you & make it all ok.

You know where to find me later............

In the meantime, be kind to yourself. Let your boys wrap you in love.

Love Jayne xx

I'm so sorry Freya - it's not fair.

Massive hugs and sticky vibes coming your way :hug:

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:hug: Thinking of you Freya and sending lots of sticky vibes to you.

Thinking of you xxx

Im so sorry honey :hug:

Hey possum - praying things work out for you x

just hugs and hugs and hugs ... heart is breaking for you ... I pray your family is complete soon, and all your tears will soon be for joy xo

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Oh Freya ! :comfort:

Thinking of you :hug:

xoxo

:hug: I really hope its good news, it sucks that you have to go thru this again.

sending sticky vibes and hugs

I'm sorry hun you're going through such stressful time. I still hope little one is sticking. Big big hugs. You are not selfish because you want more babies. I hope you are able to have all the children that you wish for.

B xoxoxoxo

Sorry to hear sweetie, I hope little bubba is a sticky one.

:grouphug: sending love and hope :pray:

Hey hun,

Just checking in with you... hope you are ok. x

I'm going to join the positive chorus and say don't give up yet hun :hug:

Have you got any further appointments for BT's or an US??

:hug:

xxx

I had a bit of sleep last night. Ive been googling; probably shouldnt but its given me a teeny sliver of hope.
Ive worked out that my bHCG averages out to more than doubling every 88hrs, so a bit over the 72 they like to see but still doubling. I think they like to see it rise by 66% everyday, mine rose 56% the first day after the first blood test which isnt ideal but not tragic and then 66% on the second day (and repeated that cycle until the next blood test). So maybe this little one is just a slacker.

I have a scan on tuesday. Hopefully we will see something that will give us more clues either way. Might get another b/t then as well although the idea of checking my levels again just terrifies me. If it all goes belly up we really need something done between thurs-sun otherwise Dh will be away again for 2wks and it will be the second week in march before anything can be done and thats a long time to be pretend pregnant :(

Freya please try not to get to worked up about hCG levels, as long as they are rising, they are doing exactly the right thing. Mine were the opposite to yours, they were off the charts in the other direction, which after reading I thought that could be bad too and that was when my doc told me not to look into it too closely. I am now 24 weeks with a healthy bubba. I know it's hard not to worry about the levels being normal because of what we have been through but honestly, it is no sign that something is wrong.

I was so excited for you when I seen your signature showing your new pregnancy, I was hoping to catch up with you to congratulate you... I wasn't expecting a thread like this but if I may...

Huge congratulations and huge sticky vibes to you Freya
"May your little one stick"

:Hugs:
xx

Google can be useful and helpful sometimes in the right way :D

Yay for hope!

xxx

Freya, I'll be thinking of you on Tuesday and praying your little one is a sticky one!!!! :pray::pray::pray:

:hug: Oh Freya hun sending you lots of love support and sticky vibes :hug: x

Thinking of you Freya, and also sending sticky vibes your way.

Still got everything crossed that its a sticky hun! :hug:

Ive started bleeding. Im sitting here crying my eyes out. It hurts, physically and emotionally. I guess I have my answer though. Its so unfair. I wish my Dh was here.

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Oh no im so sorry, i feel for you, do you have a friend or someone who can come over, im not sure what to say. :hug:

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Oh babe :cry:

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I'm so sorry :hug:

Im so sorry!!! :hugs:

This is so fugging unfair. All I want is a baby. Simple. Well it seems to be simple for everyone else. Apparently I have to suffer a bit before Im allowed to have one. I went through this bull**** with Ds1 and Ds2. I suffered enough then. I thought with Ds3 being a surprise and such an easy pregnancy that Id done my time but obviously Ive ****ed someone off enough to have to do it all again.

I guess I have to decide now if its time to draw the line.

Hugs hugs Freya. Only you will know the answer to that question. You've got to remember whatever you decide, do it for you & your family, nobody else. I wish it were easier. x

Freya - I'm so sorry this has not worked for you. Life can be so cruel sometimes and there's nothing wrong with getting angry at the world for a wee-bit. Look after yourself honey, and perhaps when you are feeling up to it you might want to see if you can speak to someone about getting to the bottom of these losses, as it sounds like you've had way more than your share.

Oh hun :hug: I really don't know why life sucks like this sometimes.

Thinking of you and I wish there was something I could do or say to make you feel better :comfort:

im so sorry to hear that sending you lots of hugs and strength x

Thankyou everyone :hug:

This is loss #5. 2 were missed miscarriages, 1 was at 5wk, 1 was a partial miscarriage at 6.5wk (Ds1 was the end result of that) and now this one at 6wks.

:hug: It's just not fair.

I'm so very sorry x

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I am so sorry xo
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