Ruth :grouphug: thinking of you today!
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Ruth :grouphug: thinking of you today!
Ruth- fingers crossed! If you can, go home...I have been in that situation at work and it can be just impossible to focus and hold it all together...big hugs.... and no, there is nothing wrong with the way you are feeling
Good luck today Ruth, I would go home if I were you. Its hard enough going through what you are when you're at home, but being expected to concentrate on work aswell?? I'm sure you're mentally EXHAUSTED!
I have been quietly watching your progress & will be thinking of you today.
:grouphug:
:hug: be kind to yourself and go home - you dont need the extra burden of work today - you need to think about you.
Fingers are crossed that the hcg results come back as a good surprise and that your little FET is a sticky one that makes it to 9 months - despite the bleeding.
Thinking of you.
FG
Thinking of you Ruth - I have come in just to check on you. I hope you can go home my love...:comfort:
It's not wrong of you to want it over - I know that feeling well - :hug:
Limbo land – results from the latest HCG are in. 3900!!! Up from 2700, 48 hours ago. Dr says that this is not great as it us not doubling but it is not bad either. While we are estatic that the super-embie has still got a chance – praise God, we do not want to get our hopes up as we know that slow rising HCG almost always ends badly.
So we are still sitting on the fence until either a) the spotting increases to full on bleeding or b) the 16th of January when I will have an early scan. Dr said that no further blood tests are required at this point in time as the results can be just confusing and upsetting.
I have ended up staying at work – it is good to keep busy and not to dwell on my own misery. I have been taking it pretty easy though and I am feeling more in control of my emotions than this morning.
We know that God has things in his control, which is good, because they are completely out of our control!
Thank you so much for your ongoing support flowerchild, farmgirl, danielle, possums, oscaroscar, ruff, kitt3n and cuddlepie (sorry if I forgot anyone!).
Hi Ruth,
I'm in your Belly group and have tracked your progress, you're probably sick of hearing it but I sincerly hope everything works out for Super-Embie ;) Hang in there sweetie!
xx
I'm thinking of you Ruth. It's such an emotionally exhausting time, not knowing what's going on. You've been so strong, so make sure you take good care of yourself. I've got my fingers crossed for you, and the embie. Hurry on the 16th. :hug:
Lisa xx
I am following along as well and praying really hard that super embie sticks in there!! :hug: stay strong!!
Oh wow Ruth what a roller coaster. I've been reading your posts... and now felt compelled to respond. God definitely has your situation in hand - keep trusting that He will do the right thing.
You are going through so much right now... big :hug: for you!
I'll keep you in my prayers.
Oh what a rollercoaster you guys are on! From the dispair of being sure it's over, to the hope of thinking maybe it's not, to the in-between mental agony of not knowing what is going on at all. :hug: What a comfort to know that God does know exactly what is going on with you and this little one, and has it all in His control. Not a hair can fall from your head without His will, and He promises to give us what we need when He brings us through times of trial.
I pray that you will receive strength to make it through these next days until some more definite answers can be found. All the best.
hmmm I posted before but it seems to not have come up so you may end up having 2 similar posts from me...
Thats great to hear your levels have risen, even though its only slightly it has still risen & not fallen, there is still hope!!!
I will keep you in my prayers & hope the scan on the 16th shows a healthy baby growing nice & strong
hi ruth thats great news at least its not less although when i had a blighted ovum my levels went up but not doubled until about 9000HCG which was at 12 weeks and its should have been at least 20 000 by then so had a scan and there was no baby just the sack and placenta growing due to chromosonal abnormalities the bub stops growing from about 5 weeks and dissolves leaving all the rest behind so the body still thinks its pregnant and the sac grows although it is empty i also bled so i knew something was up even had MS real bad so i was sure it was a good sign but in the end there was nothing i could do and had to have a D and C but this isnt the case always and i hope your miracle is real and i really hope i havent scared you but its best to be prepared as im sure you are as am I this time round. Im scared to death it will happen to me again so i totally understand how you feel and have been following you everyday hoping for the news also your levels jumped higher than last BT did they not? GOOD LUCK!!!! its not over til its over and as long as the bleeding stays away you should be fine!
Oh Ruth increases are postive sweetie trust that God has the answer sweetie :hug:
Ruth :grouphug: God has this in His hands. Hang in there, I am praying and hoping alongside you.
Ruth there are so many wonderful women praying for you, sending you strength and thinking of you throughout their day!
I will add my prayers and wishes to for a continued rise in your HCG and joy on the 16th :pray:.
Rachel
Thinking of you Ruth... :hug:
I REALLY hope your little one hangs in there for you both :hug:
Ruth, what a stressful rollercoaster you are on...it's so hard to get proper rest when you are in this limbo, I understand, and you are doing really well... and you are right it's really out of your hands...I hope this is a little super strong battler embie, and that it hangs on for you! thinking of you
Emma xx
Ruth - I'm glad that you have had some good news in this - something to focus positive energy on. I'm wishing that everything keeps heading in an upwards direction for you.
FG
Ruth, you are doing so well of handling this roller-coaster...have faith hun that miracle do happens and this one is truely in God's hands, and I am praying for you my friend!
Ruth :grouphug: still thinking of you, hoping and praying that you see a healthy heartbeat on the 16th.
hugs sweety! I really hope its a sticky one for you :)
Rising that much is a good sign IMO :D
Oh you poor thing being stuck in limbo land!
I am praying that you get the good news that you deserve, thinking of you!
xxx
I'm always slow to catch on but hey - better late than never! Great news about the rise in hcg - :crossfingers: for Super-Embie - da-na-na-na DA-NA!!
sending you positive vibes.
hope everything is ok.
:hugs:
Hope your bub hangs in there and has a stronge HB!! :pray::pray::pray:
What fantastic news Ruth!!! Wishing you the best of luck with your scan on the 16th.
thinking of you Ruth
OMG you poor things, I have just read this from start to finish and what an emotional rollacoaster you and your DH are on. I hope and prey for you the outcome is good. Best of luck.....
:hug: Ruth
How are you going mate?
Thank you all for your kind words. Only 3 more sleeps now till our scan. I *think* I've had some morning sickness - which is hopefully a good sign. But still we are petrified that the scan will show no heart beat - our F.S. gave us no particular reason for hope - he was entirely neutral.
Thinking of you and praying for you Ruth :hug:.
Can't wait to hear all about your scan in a few short sleep. You have never seen a sight as amazing as your baby's heartbeat. You are going to love it.
My FS remains entirely neutral until you are well past 12 weeks. I always had terrible thoughts when I left his office. Much different this time.
Ruth, sending you love and best wishes for your scan, thinking of you. xx
Hope you are doing OK today Ruth. Only two more sleeps :hug:.
I'm trying to get my head around this. So we have:
4 hours of bleeding at 5 weeks (not enough to fill one pad but still significant) followed by 4 days of slow flow red going to red brown (needing a panty liner but not a pad). No further discharge or bleeding.
HCG at 5w1d 2195
HCG at 5w3d 2700
HCG at 5w5d 3900
Onset of some morning sickness at 6w3d and continuing.
Currently 6w6d.
What do you think? Our scan is on Friday to see if there is a heartbeat. I just wish I could have some percentages about likelihood of a viable pregnancy... any thoughts gratefully received by this nutter.
I dunno anything about that mate, but I have everything crossed for you!!!
was there only one embie transferred my love?
Yes, just 1 x 5 day blastie transfered with a medicated/hormonally suplemented FET. We considered it might be a vanishing twin, but not sure if there would have been time for the embie to split....