Worried

well i have a guardian angel in the form of the nurse at my dr, she read my file and went on a man hunt at the hospital for my results from today, my hcg is 15,500.........the last one done this time last week was 935 so she said all is ok, she has taken an interest coz she went thru the same thing, she has booked me in again for more bloods monday so fingers crossed i go up again

I'm glad you've found a good Dr and nurse that will help put your worries at ease UDD! Just shows that persistance can pay off!! :-)

Just got back from the dr and am somewhat shattered and looking for solace ofsome decription, nurse screwed up and my numbers are only 1505 not 15500. so on the 3rd of dec i was 935 to the 12th being 1505, im not doubling obviously, what does this mean does anyone know, dr says it is still a viable range for my scan dates n stuff but i just hope he isnt peeing in my pocket and tellin me what i want to hear. Bled a little more last night had some VERY small clots which i checked and they were just tissuey still no pain, just a warm feeling in my pelvis..........but i am not sure if that is coz i am consiously aware of everything down there right now. Please be honest with me what r ure opinions?

I'm not sure what to say... can't give you any medical advice, but just wanted to send you a huge hug and my utmost hope that yr little bubba is sticking with you. I know what it is to worry (story of my life / pregnancy) and I know what it is to lose a pregnancy and in my experience there's not much anyone can say that will make you feel secure until you're next looking at / listening to that heartbeat.

All the best hun. Bestest, sticky, strong-healthy-bubba vibes to you.

A quick note to thank you all for your support, i went to my ultrasound this morning coz i was still bleeding, and everything was still in place, then i was driving back to my dr and had a stich like feeling in my right side. When i got there i went to the loo and TMI ALERT and there was more bleeding and a clear sac! i looked at it and you could tell it was the bubba sac, coz u cud see where it was attached to the wall and it was in no way a blood clot, i kept it and the dr confirmed it so now i am in bed feeling very sorry for myself and thats about it. But thankyou all for your support anyhow.

SO sorry to hear your sad, sad news. What a rollercoaster of a day you've had with things going from ok to devastating so quickly.

Give yourself permission to grieve in whatever way you need to - have alone time (or be with friends), eat (or not), think about yr bubba (or distract yourself for now)... There is no right way, or easy way to handle it, as you well know, but you WILL find your way.

Hugs and blessings for you, may your 2009 be filled with a healing heart and new life.

Oh im so sorry, I just read all your thread and want to send you big hugs and support. xxx

Thanks alot guys it really means alot, im probly not in the best frame of mind for a decsion at this point, but im thinking i may be out of the baby making business :( dont think i can go thru this again. The last times i had to have a d&c this time it happened naturally and it is downright horrid. sorry but it had to be said. But knowing i can put my feelings here and that someone might read it helps so much, like a diary that responds lol. tHANKS AGAIN

Why is the first trimester such a mine field???

Sorry to hear UDD. Don't give up though.

Having a baby is one of the most rewarding (and exhausting) things you'll ever do. Having a child is worth it. Having an m/c is also one of the worst things that can happen as well. It's all sooooo difficult. I've been there and experienced both and am still in the danger zone myself at the moment..... it's horrible. So, I do understand the empty feeling.

Don't give up!!! You have angels watching you! They love you.....