I need your support and prayer for the next few days

Fingers crossed that its nothing bad :crossfingers:

Beema - Just letting you know I am thinking of you :hug: I really hope all is OK Honey!! :comfort:

Hoping everything is okay for you and your bubs.:hug:

Thinking of your honey :hug:

Appointment with my OB

I am back, big sigh before I go into everything....

She did a Trans Vaginal exam which showed a lot more than last nights scan.

At present we have one viable pregnancy with a HB of 125BPM, measuring between 6wk5day and 7weeks, I had myself at 7week, my OB at 7week 3 days, but she said that my cycle could have been a longer one, a thing we will not know. The sack it a little irregular in shape and is partially connected to the other sack, but most of it is connected to the uterus and septum (septate uterus).

There is another sack, that is large and has a lot of clotting, masses and fluid in it. It is larger than the viable sack

The viable sack is to the top and right, the other is on the left side of the septum, lower and over the cervix, which is a good thing, we are being hopeful that it will slowly drain out and clear itself out or be absorbed.

The last gush was @ 5am, and it is brown blood now, but she said to expect more, brown and red, but hopefully it all just comes out slowly and is more brown. And because of its positioning and connection it hopefully won't pull the other sack with it.

She checked my cervix length and it is 2.19cm :( Less than 2.5cm is short.

If we make it to 12 weeks, she will be doing a cervical suture at that point, to prevent it from opening up, and hopefully take me closer to term.

She was glad that I had already had a lot of platelets done, she has organised another set of bloods to check HCG (my level was 32,000 last night and that figure needs to go up) and Progesterone on Thursday before my US at the WCH. Still have the scan at the WCH on Thursday @ 10am as they will be able to tell us more about the mass/clots/blood/second sack. She will call me afterwards with all the results, but that will probably be Friday.

I am booked in to see her on Monday for another scan and to go through the results more, before my original booking appointment with the MW, which will go ahead if it is all still viable (what a horrible word...)

I am just really dissappointed in my body's lack of ability to carry a "normal" pregnancy.... :cry: at least I have some positives to focus on and get me through and that is where I need to focus my energy :)

Thankyou all for your support :grouphug:, I have a few more days of waiting ahead of me now, and in the meantime have to just rest up and do nothing......

Hugs hun fingers crossed bubba is sticky.

Take it easy xoxo

Hang in there Beema :)
Try to stay positive and rest as much as you can.
It's so frustrating when your body is doing things beyond your control.
I hope you've got plenty of ppl around you to give you lots of cuddles and encouragement!
Keep us posted.
My thoughts and prayers are with you
xo

Oh Beema, you poor thing!
I have everything crossed that this little bubba is a sticky one.
:hug:

:hug:
Hang in there tiny baby :crossfingers:

:comfort: You've been through enough already.....

:comfort: Big Hugs for you Honey! I can't imagine the anguish you are going through :( I don't pray often but I will say one for you tonight - xox

Thinking of you sweety and sending you heaps of thoughts and prayers.

:pray: for you my lovely :hug:

sweets, I really hope it all works out okay...
Thinking and praying for all of you today :hug:

Thinking of you and sending you heaps of positive, restful and sticky vibes :hug:

I hope after this drama it turns into the boring pregnancy you wanted.. :hug:

:pray: for the best possible outcome for you, hun. :hug:

:hug: Beema, what a stressful & emotional time for you. I'm glad you were able to get more info from your OB today. Thinking of you all x

:hug:'s Beema.

I am sorry your going through this, i wish you all the best :hug:

I wonder if the second sack is a cyst...i have one on my left ovary that was concerning but thankfully hasnt caused me any issues and i am now 35 weeks pregnant.

Take care darl :hug:

:hug: Beema you are in my prayers hun

Oh V, I am thinking of you and praying that it is all going to be ok and ends up being a birthday ending with celebration xoxoxoxoxox

Thinking of you babe
Lots of :grouphug: from all of us xx

You are in my thoughts :hug:

Thinking of you hun. Sending positive and sticky vibes your way xox

Beema, sending you lots of :hug: and :stickyvibesgirl:. I'm praying everything turns out ok for you.

Thinking of you, hun :comfort:

I'm glad that there is a little more clarity for now and that you were able to get in to see your OB quickly. Really hoping with everything that you have a beautiful sticky bub hanging in there, and that all this is over with very soon. I want you to have that boring pregnancy too and will pray that everything settles down to give you as much of that as is possible :pray:

:hug:

oh babes.
xxoo

Oh V honey. I ahve everything corssed and am saying lots of prayers for you. I do hpe everything turns out fine and the rest of the pg is long and dull.
Big squishy hugs.

My love and hugs to you... we are all here for you xoxox

Am thinking of you babe xx

Thinking of you and sending you all my love and warmth. :comfort: :goodluck:

Thankyou all so very much for your messages, support, prayers and cyber :hug: it has really helped me go through the day :grouphug:

I have lost a number of clots and brown blood this afternoon and evening which is good, as I haven't had a bright red gush since this morning.

I am pretty exhausted mentally and emotionally and scared of what is ahead of me, but there is still a path the be followed and I have to keep looking at all the positives and focus on them, making this wee little bubba stronger.

It is possible Westy, I will learn more on Thursday morning :hug:

Thankyou all again, and knowing that so many have travelled a similar path before does help :hug:
xxoo

thinking of you hun and I :pray: everything will be ok. :hug:

Hugs to you....thinking of you!!!!!!

Beema my love I am so sorry you are dealing with this hurdle :comfort:

I want to remind you again that this happens & healthy bouncy babies are born about 50% of the time. They are good odds darling heart. Especially to see a healthy heartbeat.

My prayers, love & support are with you :hug:

:hug: :pray: Thinking of you.

Thinking of you hun, and sending you lots of sticky vibes. Praying hard everything turns out OK for you :pray:

just sending some more big hugs for you, how hard it must be to wait to find out more....well done for trying to focus on the positive. xx

THinkg of you and hoping for good news

Thankyou all so very much for your messages, prayer and support :hug: it really helps, another long day today of waiting before I have my next scan in 24 hours.

That was the figure I got the other night shen I first ended up in at Women's Assessment Inanna, seeing a clear HB yesterday was definitely a +ve towrds the better 50% :hug: