I need your support and prayer for the next few days

Thinking of you Beema :hug: Everything sounds positive and I reckon you've got a little stubborn sticky fighter there! :hug:

I think you will have a healthy little boy born after his EDD :)

Oh Beemer, I can't imagine the stress you are under right now. I only just read this post and my thoughts and prayers are with you. Just remember you will always have the support you need here, even if we can't say anything to change the circumstance. But hopefully we can give you some words that can change your worries and thoughts even if for just a moment. I wish you all the best for Monday!!!! I'm so glad the tests are coming back positive and sending you lots of sticky vibes :stickyvibesboy: :stickyvibesgirl: and heaps of hugs! :hug:

xoxoxo

Thankyou all :hug:, almost there now, 1:15pm tomorrow we will know what is happening when I meet my OB, it can't come soon enough...

Still holding your hand & stalking intermittently! My candle will be lit tomorrow & I will hold you firmly & positively in my thoughts and prayers. :hug:

Just sending more hugs!

Beema, good luck today sweetie. I :pray: everything goes well for you, will be holding your hand and thinking of you. Big hugs hun :hug:

Beata x

sending you all the positive vibes for this afternoon Vic :hug:

Good luck with your scan today hun :hug:

:hug: will be thinking of you today

Thinking of you !
:hug:

xoxo

I have my fingers and toes crossed for you today- hoping your ob has lots of positive news for you!

Thinking of you today

I will be saying a little prayer for you this afternoon as you meet with your ob. :crossfingers:

Hi Beema, I have been quietly following this thread and your story for the past week. My thoughts and prayers are absolutely with you. I know the wait until your appointment today will be hard and I just wanted to tell you, as someone who had bleeding for the first 16 weeks of this pregnancy - here I am at 29 weeks to tell the story. As my story is a little similar, I sort of know what you are going through and my heart goes out to you.......the waiting and the uncertainty is so painful, but it is the hope that gets you through. Your positive attitude and strength towards Flicker will do wonders. Xx

Big Hugs Beema! All 10 fingers and Toes crossed for you! :crossfingers:
:goodluck:

Just wanted to say good luck with your scan today, I too have everything crossed for you!!

Praying you get some positive answers and can move forward towards your FT take home Flicker! :hug:

Good Luck today Beema!!! *sending lots of positive vibes your way!!! *

Good luck with everything Vic :hug::hug::hug: Will be watching out for your update

Thinking of you today Beema :hug:

Thinking of you and little Flicker today Beema. I hope all your news is just wonderful :hug:

Thinking of you right now hun. Hopefully you have just been given some good news :)

Thinking of you too hun xx:grouphug:

Hi Beema, Just wanted to say that I have been thinking of you alot and I really hope you got some good news today at your scan:hug:.

Thankyou all for your support :grouphug:

We I made it through the weekend and to the scan, it was good as there was no waiting today, I was first in :D

Saw my OB first and we had a chat about last week, she agreed that the cramping and bleed I had on Thursday would have been the rupturing of the second sac, the final goodbye as such.....

We discussed the scan, and the BT results, I am not having any more BT's for HCG as the scans are enough, which is good, another thing to not have to think about.

Todays Scan ~

HR 154 BPM, strong and regular
Length 1.47cm
Gest 7 + 6, which is inline with my dates, although on my records we have 8+2, and EDD of 23rd of October (which is what my OB came up with last week) which is what will be staying, for a few reasons and for those of you who have had early birds, will understand how much of a difference even a day makes....

The shape of the sac has become significantly more regular and OB was very happy with it's shape.
The viable sac has detached from the septum at the top, a bit, that is a bit of concern, but is connected well with the outer uterine wall and lower part of the septum, be we expect that it may end up completely detaching from the septum.
The septum is very long, right down to the bottom of the uterus.
I have some amazing scan pictures which show the realy heart shape of my uterus, I asked my OB for one and she gave me about 7, plus she gave me other scan photos from the other day so I am going to have quite a collection :oops:
The second sac is definitely gone now, there is still some clots and quite a bit of fluid, which we can hope will be absorbed but will likely have to exit the "not so fun way". But I expect that will be the case and hope that it does it slowly and gently ;)

She wants to see me in 2 weeks for another scan.

Two weeks after than I am to have my 12 week scan at Women's Ultrasound, as a high risk patient, they will do another cervical scan at the same time. The Dr I saw at the WCH is based out there :roll: so my hope of not seeing her again may be foiled already :lol:

Have to get the Blood Tests 3 days before the scan, that way we will get all the results at the scan, and then see OB not long afterwards.

My OB is hopeful we make it to term or close, but reality is it will be a miracle if we do, but best we can do is get as close a possible and achieve that take home bubba.

But we will be a lot more prepared this time and it will make it just a little bit easier to deal with.

MW Appointment ~

I then got the go ahead to be formally "booked in" had a great chat with the MW, a different one from the other day, but very lovely, and I actually remembered her from when we transferred out to NECH with N :D

Went through everything and, all the history etc. And I walked out with a pile of bookings for all the scans and BT's and extra stuff, so I have a busy month ahead.

We also discussed the use of Motilium and how I would like to go right from the get go, this time, to really help get feeding happening better this time, we had a lot to learn from N and we want to be as prepared as possible.

BP was fabulous at 115/60, weight still 60kg and height 164, so BMI at 22.5 - how exciting! :lol:

So we are not out of the woods yet a long road to travel, but Flicker growing and that strengthening and regularity of the HB are keeping us going.... 2 weeks until the next appointment...

glad its all working out :) hope it continues to be a pretty uneventful pregnancy from now on

You may have a long way to go, but that is wonderful news hun :hug: I'm so happy that things are getting more normal for you

Sounds like things are starting to look up! I hope with all these extra scans and appointments you can get a few more weeks on N for this bubba :hug:

Hopefully the next few months will run smoothly for you xx

Well, thats great news !

:crossfingers: for a very uneventful few weeks til your next scan
xoxo

That's good news. Hopefully the next few weeks run smoothly and are uneventful.
:hug:

xox

Congrats and all the best with Flicker. Sorry for you loss also.

:leap: That's wonderful news Beema! Yes, you've got a long way to go but baby steps okay? One day at a time, week at a time. Don't look too far ahead. Big congratulatory hugs! :hug:

Wow babe, I've just been catching up on whats been happening!!! Such an emotional rollercoaster for you!!!

I hope everything is smooth sailing from now on for you. I'm sorry for your loss of that special little angel xoxoxoxoxoxox

Much love to you and yours xx

this is wonderful news! i totally understand your need to take one day at a time though, but i am so happy to hear of today's appt! :hug:

Fabulous news, Beema. :crossfingers: it's an uneventful two weeks for you now.

yay Beema! That is wonderful news!!!!!! *bounce*

I really do think you will be taking a little man home at the end of all this :)

Great news Beema. Praying that the next 2 weeks until you see Flicker again are uneventful for you xo

Wow Beema - fabulous news. :dance:

sounds like it was a good day for you all in all!!! I hope thing progess normally from now and you have nothing else to write home about!! sounds like you have a great OB, i bet that makes all the difference!!
Hugs to you and heres to your boring pregnancy!! ;)