So worried and upset

What a relief Possums, so happy that everything turn out to be ok! Have a care-free weekend!

:cheer: for your little embie :bluecheer:

i'm so glad that you have been able to see the little ones :heartbeat: and it all seems to be going well.

have a great weekend and enjoy being pg!

fg

Possums I am so so happy for you. It must be such a relief. Enjoy the weekend like you never have before.
xx

Thanks for the lovely words everyone. seeing that heartbeat was the best feeling.

It seems we have my nurse and OB confused....todays BT results showed my levels are still low, and rising slowly....and the good scan result has surprised them. I've been told "we arent out of the woods yet"...and we have to have another scan in a week or two etc...but after initially worrying about that, I am now focussing on those good scan results only! It's just my BT results don't fit the norm.I am sure my little one is going strong regardless.

all the best to all of you
Emma
xx

Just wanted to say hello Possums and let you now that I have been thinking about you. So glad that the little ones :heartbeat: is beating strong. That is such wonderful news to hear. Just remain focused on that - sending you lots and lots of love and hugs.

Take care and enjoy your weekend.

Hi Possums,
I have been off line for a week or so and just found your thread again. Thank God all is going well for you. It is a relief to see a heartbeat, and its great news that your bub is the right size. Good luck with it all and I will be watching this thead to keep an eye on you.
Take it easy

hi thanks ladies...
we are still being told things could go either way...have another scan this friday...and might even have weekly monitoring after that till we hit the lovely 12 week mark, so I just :pray: all is going well in there still. It's a bit awful having that element of uncertainty but we are just trying to sit tight and think positive.

Hi Possums,

How are you going today? Hope that all is well and you are doing OK. Good luck with the scan on Friday, I am sure that your little one is still growing nice and strong. I am thinking of you, take care of yourself :hug:

Thinking of you Possums - I know this is such a worrying and stressful time for you.

All the best for Fridays scan..

Hi Possums !
Your inching closer and closer to that 12 week mark!! Stay positive and sending you lots of :stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl:

Thanks so much everyone...I am having a bit of an emotional day to be honest and it was lovely to log in and see your supportive comments. I think the waiting with the element of uncertainty really is stressful, no matter how much I tell myself all will be OK...and I do 'feel' things will be OK. Anyway, as you say...we are inching closer to the 12 week mark...! each week is another milestone.

Just letting you all know, our loved little baby is gone from us. At today's scan there was no heartbeat. I am absolutely devastated. :crying:
Blessings to our angel who lived to 8 weeks...:angel:

I'm so sorry possums.

Oh Possums, I am so very very sorry for your loss and am sending so much love and support through to you. Oh sweetheart words cannot express how much I am feeling for you right now. Make sure you take your time to grieve and time for yourself to heal.

Thinking of you and your DH.
Jodie
:hug:

Possums - I am so so sorry. My heart bleeds for you as I know the devastation you are going thru.
Give yourself time to grieve - there is no time limit. We all handle things differently.
It will take some time to come to terms with things.
Thinking of you..

Possoms I am so so sorry hun.

Thinking of you.

xxoo

possums,
im so sorry to hear this.
take time to grieve huni and look after yourself.
take care
rach xxxxx

Oh no babe I am so gutted for you :hug: take care of you

Oh possums, I'm so sorry.. huge hugs..thinking of you

Nic

Possums,

I just wanted to say I am very sorry for your loss.

Hi Possums

I just came across your thread and read the whole way through your journey. I am sitting here in tears for you. I am so so sorry you have to go through this. There aren't really any words that I can say to make it better for you - but I wanted to give you a massive :comfort:. Take your time to grieve and look after yourself.

Rach xx

Thank you everyone. This is a supportive place to be with people who actually get it.
I am so sad, angry bitter....
After the babies lost this year, the removal of my right tube with the ectopic, then IVF...I thought this was our turn to have a baby. I :pray: our turn will come eventually.
It's just so hard, as so many of you know firsthand.
I guess I'll see some of you the in the LTTC thread again sometime, once we can grieve and regroup
thanks again..the understanding does help

I am so sorry possums. I have no words but please know I am thinking of you. Take gentle care of you during this time ok?

Possums
i am just so sorry, your allowed to be angry, sad and bitter! Big hugs to you and Dh and i hope and pray you are back in here soon :comfort: Life really is very unfair sometimes. Take care XOX

I am so sorry Possums, life sometimes can be so unfair. My heart is breaking for you all over again, as July last year, this is exactly what I was going through. My angel's heartbeat just stopped at 8wk5d scan...I really thought the whole world was collapsing at the time...

I know its hard but trust me you will get through this, take time to grief and feel all the feelings you have right now and just go with the flow...in time, you will feel strong again. Be kind to yourself.

Thinking of you hun.

I am so sorry my love - sending you love and support as you grieve your little one. Fly safely little baby... :comfort:

Oh Possums it is just so unfair. Sending you all my love and thoughts.
xx

Possums, I'm so sorry that your little one did not make it :hug:. Life is so unfair and it just does not make sense that you should lose this special little baby. Take care and hope that you and your DH are able to take some time out to be together at this very sad time.
FG

Thanks everyone. I go in for a curette tomorrow and will be glad to have that behind me...and physically anyway, be ready for more body to just resume it's normal cycles, without the feeling of carrying around something which has died...

DH and I are trying to talk lots and stay open, so we stay close and don't drift apart, due to handling things differently. We've been doing well on that front....and I guess one day at a time I am dealing with it and facing the future again....and IVF and trying again. I am just so sad and flat.

Possums,
I will be thinking of you tomorrow.
Huge hugs.

xxoo

Thanks, I am home resting after the curette, so at least that is done now. Sad and empty feeling....and apparently due to waiting for my next period and then the closure of the IVF clinic at xmas, we can't resume a cycle until the start of Jan. It seems ages away. I know we need time to heal and grieve anyway, but in the meantime I feel in limbo and out of control again....not knowing how many more cycles it will take...emotionally and financially it's hard...and waiting and not starting a new IVF cycle, feels somehow frustrating, even though I realise there are benefits.
I accept in time I will start to feel more able to find some joy in life again...and that at least some of this feelings will lessen.Thank goodness I can vent here!:)

Hi Possum, Glad that you got D&C done and left that behind. At the present of time, just focus on getting better, physically and emotionally. Maybe its a blessing in disguise that you won't be able to do another cycle until Jan next year. At least it will give you time to grief, to build strength ...You know sometimes, timing could be everything. :hug: Take care...

Oh Possum
I am so sorry for your loss, I am putting out a huge hug for you right now. It just hurts so much:(
You are in my prayers tonight honey.
Love Toni

so very sorry Possum...thinking of you

Thanks ladies....we are getting there, a day at a time.