OMG gave me instant goosebumps reading that :( what devastating news. Kell im with you... i want this baby out sooner rather then later!
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OMG gave me instant goosebumps reading that :( what devastating news. Kell im with you... i want this baby out sooner rather then later!
I'm in Ahurani's belly buddies group too, logged on to FB and saw some messages and thought I'd better hop on here to see if it was true :(
I can't stop crying, my heart is breaking for them :(
yes, its very very sad news :(
Urgh, that is devestating news for poor Ahurani & her family. My heart is heavy with her loss.
Hi to everyone else - dont feel like any personals now :(
So sorry for Ahnrani and also for you girls left pregnant at the moment, such a stressful time already and then to read about things like this. Remember to come here and talk and get support, you are not taking anything away from Ahurani talking about your fears and feelings.
:(
:cry:This world is such a cruel place sometimes -
Ahurani, I dont know you personanally but my heart aches for the loss of your baby girl, you are in my prayers and thoughts and I will light a candle today for your beautiful little angel xx
Hugs to you all - I know how scary it is - but you're not likely to have to walk the path that Ahruni is... but it's still so scary. Keep strong. You all can do this. I beleive in you and your bubs.
Joeve - welcome sweetie and congrats on that BFP. Wishing you a happy and health pregnancy.
Jenna - yep, I get all loose... haha, and an enormous amount of pelvic pressure at the same time.
Ferrals - welcome home with you and Ella. Sweetie, you're most welcome about Abbi. Glad I can still find it in me to get some meaningful words out. Sometimes it just feels like I talk jibber jabber.
Just a quick update on our pregnantest one -Forshelby- she's in hossy, waiting, waiting, waiting. Didn't get much sleep last night, and hoping that labour really establishes itself soon.
ALISH - glad you got to see your little one and that you got a wave! YAY!
thanks for the update dory
Jeove - Congrats on your BFP! Sending you lots of sticky vibes :)
Dory - Thanks darl :) And thankyou for the update on Forshelby, I've been thinking of her as well today.
Alish - Glad you got to see your bub and got a wave! I loved my 12wk scan, and Little Miss was even giving us a thumbs up in one of the pics we got
Tegam - Thank you for your words, I've been avoiding BB since I found out the news early this afternoon, just didn't know what to do or say or where I could say anything, or if anything that I did say would be taken the wrong way :(
afm - Only been getting BHs since yesterday evening now :(
Sitting here at the computer eating chocolate, which I shouldn't do because of the GD, but I haven't eaten anything else, haven't even had my lunch time insulin, just really can't bring myself to eat anything more substantial or do anything...
I just want to be holding my baby girl already so that I can know she's safe, and alive, and breathing, and crying, so that I can whisper in her ear and tell her how much I love her.
I've been crying on and off all afternoon, and did a bad thing and had a cigarette - I've been almost completely cigarette free since 13wks, only previously had one when things have gotten really bad, and to me this is one of those really bad things :(
If I wasn't pregnant I'd be drowing my sorrows in alcohol right now, just to numb everything, I don't want to be feeling like this, and I know it's so so so soooo much worse for Ahurani, I want to give her a big hug, to turn back time and change things and make it so that this never happened... I feel so useless right now.
I want my baby already :(
Oh Jenna, we are all feeling helpless but i knew as soon as i read the news what it would do to those of you waiting for your babies! There is nothing you can say that is wrong and yes dont we wish we could all turn back time. Why oh why any women has to face/live thru what Ahurani is today is unimaginable...... Your baby girl is perfect and right where she should be, be strong for her just a little longer, you can do, i know you can!
Dory thanks for the update.....i have to admit that i didnt want to open that thread this morning for fear of forshelby but then again i really just never want to read anything like that for anyone :(
What a totally tragic day..........
I just dont have words i have been waiting for Ahurani's BA and was totally ablivious this morning when i hopped on BB and posted i hadnt even read our belly buddies thread all the way to the end and then this arvo i was hearbroken all my fears that i had while pregnant came true for Ahurani life is so cruel.
I will be off for a few days just cant get my head around this right now maybe my hormones.
Dory-please tell forshelby i am thinking of her and am looking forward to her BA when i come back i wont be gone long just feel overwhelmed.
UPDATE on FORSHELBY.... our pregnantest one is being induced tomorrow... she was in the mat ward but then got sent home as labour stopped.. she was releived to go home and get some sleep but not relieved because she wants to meet the little cherub... She's consulted with the Dr's and is willing to be induced as this prelabour stuff has gone on long enough, and also if the waters have broken this whole caper can't go on for too long.
So FX that the induction is a speedy one and there'll be a BA tomorrow sometime.
THanks for the update Dory! xx
Thanks for the welcome Dory and Jenna xx
Had my BT today and all came back positive, another booked for Thursday. I am hoping for stickiness in bulk amounts...will i ever relax? At the moment I am tense.
:hello: everyone
That is so beautifully said, thank you for expressing what I wanted to say so eloquently. Nothing can lessen their pain at the moment.:
:grouphug: It's not what happens all the time girls, hold on to your little ones, and if you're got earth babies already give them a cuddle. Give the unborn ones a cuddle too. They're all lucky to have Mummies who love them and want them so much. Hayley is lucky to have a Mummy and Daddy who love her very much also, she will always be a big part of their life.
Joeve - welcome and congratulations, I feel the worry and fear, especially now. Just remember, most pregnancies bear healthy babies, that's the norm, not the sadness that's affected all of us here at least one time, and poor Ahruni and her DH now. :hug:
Good luck forshelby, so glad you get to meet your little one soon! Hopefully all the prelabour means a quick, safe labour for you!
AFM, I'm anxiously awaiting BT results tomorrow - and I'm going to ask for another BT, considering I had it done last Thursday, it'll be nearly a week! Hopefully I can see doubling of that hcg result.
Joeve - congrats on the BFP sweety!
To everyone else -hope all are well - be back tomorrow for a better day I hope!
Good luck tommorow Forshelby cant wait to know your bub is safely in your arms
I dont understand and never will why innocent babies are taken its beyond my comprehension. :(
Time to be off BB for tonight its too sad
hi joeve, congrats on your bfp and welcome :)
hi everyone else hope youre all well
:)
Wonder how forshelby is going?
Update on our pregnantest one - Forshelby had a sleepless and worried night.... but no more news. I am sending her lots of CTX vibes.
Joeve - For me, there was never any point at which I stopped being anxious but what I was anxious about did change, but certainly the early weeks have a unique stress all of their own. FXf for your BT.
Wannbemum - well said!
Jenna - I can't say it any better than TegamM or Wannabe.... go gently sweetie, this is a really tough time. Now is not the time to loose your focus You can do this! I BELIEVE IN YOU.
AFTROY - As for the rest of you? I want you to consciously do something super nice and indulgent for yourselves. Consciously and deliberately nice. Not just a quick scoffing of a choccie or hot drink, but something you consciously enjoy... and while doing that, give your belly a loving cuddle and breathe.... you can do this.
reading what happened to ahurani has made me really sad, and worried, ive read several birth announcements and i didnt realise that stillbirths happened so often :(
Update.... our pregnantest one is having a marathon effort.. she was sent home with painkillers today to get some rest.... and after a 6 hour sleep is feeling much stronger. FX for some more labour action overnight. Hmm, I am thinking that there must not have been any amniotic fluid leaking, cause otherwise the Dr's wouldn't let things go on as they have, at least from what I understand.
Send our pregnantest one all your love, strength and support - she needs it.
sending BIG labour vibes her way, glad she got some rest though!
Happy 6 months to Hannah for yesterday :)
AFM, got some BT results today, stupid lab only did qualitative hcg not quantitative, so I rang them and asked them to fix their mistake, so I'll get last week's hcg result tomorrow - d'oh! But my iron was really low (never EVER has been before) and my fasting blood glucose was a bit high, so I'm now on extra iron supplements (I was already taking iron), and I'm having a glucose tolerance test next week - he thinks it might even be early gestational diabetes! Didn't get GD last time, and I've never had a high reading. Dad had type 1 diabetes, so I've had my bgls tested on and off for years.
Dory let her know we are thinking of her and i think she is amazing - huge labour vibes its time she got to cuddle that baby
:bhcontract::bhcontract::bhcontract:
***sneaking in***
To wish Forshelby all the best in her delivery, thinking of you and enjoy every second of those new born cuddles hun, good luck.
** sneaking back out****
all the best for a safe delivery forshelby, cant wait to read all about it xoxox
thanks for the update dory
I too am wishing Forshelby a safe delivery. I hope it all happens for her soon. Its been a long wait. Thanks for the update Dory.
Not much happening here. Constantly thinking of Koby, her DP and her precious little girl and I so wish I could do something to change the outcome. I wish I could turn back time. Thats about all thats been occupying my mind these last few days. I'll be eating cheese burgers today even if they come straight back up.
I've been sick for the last few hours vomiting and have so much stomach pain. I'm sure its not pregnancy related but if it doesn't improve I'll go get checked out for the nasties like PE, and listeria, toxoplasmosis etc as I've had the runs and non stop vomiting (runs started last night but its gone only to be replaced with the spews) The cramps are pretty horrendous nothing like BHs or tightenings like that gastro pain but I know its not gastro. Ouch. I hope it doesn't start labour. I dont want to be sick in labour.
GO FORSHELBY GO
I couldnt get on BB yesterday and was sure that Dory you would have a BA for us....now ill be stalking all day ;)
:happybirthday: 6months Hannah Bear! WHat a big girl you are now!
Forshelby i am sending you good vibes for a safe delervery
Midlez~ I hope you start feeling better
Dory~ Happy six months old to your hannah.My lil one turned two months today i cant believe it
Forshelby- I hope u got some sleep last night, but if not I hope ur that one step closer to holding that beautiful little baby of urs!! Cant wait to hear the news!!
Jennajayen- How are u going?? Baby still quite comfy in there?? Hope its not too much longer for u too!
Mildez- Oh that sounds awful! I think I wld be going to get checked out. Im so glad I havent had any vomiting or diarroea this pg.. it wld freak me out! I wld be sure that it was from the softserve icecream i ate last week or something! Im miss paranoid tho. Has anyone got it in ur family?? I hope ur feeling better soon... u need to be in tip top health to birth ur beautiful little girl.. which really isnt too far away at all!
Clairesmummy- Lovely to see ur name pop up again. I hope ur doing alright xx
Kell- How are u going?? Are u on weekly appointments yet?? Mine start up next week, i cant believe its almost april... yay!!! I hope our babies dont decide to wait til may tho...
WannabeMum- Good luck with ur test results today! How frustrating if u do have GD this early... they normally dont do the test til like 28 weeks hey which i think wld be more bearable.. then its only 12 weeks to get thru worrying about ur diet! Good luck with the testing next week!
Alish- Yay for a great scan the other day! (sorry i know im late) Only another few weeks til u get to have another one!! :)
Dory- Happy 6 month bday to little HB!! Wow doesnt time fly!!
Joeve- Welcome! And good luck at ur 2nd lot of bt's today! Hopefully u get the results back quicksmart so u can relax a little!
Melster- How are u going??
A big hello to everyone else too! I cant go back any further on this page to read older posts.
AFM- Im still doing alright. Im feeling a bit too nervous and paranoid tho. Every morning and throughout the night Im constantly waiting to feel baby move. I normally dont have to wait too long but this morning it took like 10 mins of me and dh talking to it and gently prodding. Longest 10 mins ever! Why cant i just have a bit of faith!!
Im also really really anxious about babies position, its been head down for the last couple months but a few days ago i had a big feeling it had turned into the breech position because suddenly the kicks changed sides and were sometimes a bit lower. I went to the school where my mum works and theres a lovely nurse that works there in the office with her.. i got her to have a bit of a feel yesterday because i really cldnt tell if i was feeling a head or bottom pushing against my ribs.. she assured me that it was definitely head down but had just changed sides of my tummy. But then come last night baby had a huge movement and looked sideways in my tummy! So im really hoping it hasnt turned head up now! My ob. assured me last week that once baby is head down its highly unlikely for it to turn this late... so why cant i just believe him and stop worrying myself with it!
I dont know why im being so silly about it, there is still plenty of time if baby did go into the breech position for it to turn but i guess im just so worried about having to have a c/s. The worrying just never ends!!!! Im trying to make a deal with myself to stop prodding and poking the poor little thing and just accept that its happy in there! (oh and then im constantly thinking if it keeps changing positons what happens if the cord gets in the way and stops it breathing... GRRRRRRR at me!)
One more little paranoid thing ive gotta get out is.. I still havent done anything in the babies room! Whenever i buy something Im just kinda throwing it in on the floor and shutting the door back up. Its an absolute shambles in there! I just need to get in there and sort it out! I have almost cleaned the whole rest of the house.. like scrubbed the inside walls.. washed down the outside of our house.. cleaned out cupboards etc.. everything except for the babies room! Ive had to stop saying to ppl that im just not ready yet.. cos how can u not be ready at 35 weeks pregnant??! When am i going to be ready???! I honestly think the answer to that is once i have baby home with us. But i dont want to wait til then, i want to be organised! I think ive just got it in my head that if something happens and we dont take this baby home atleast i wont have to face the nursery that i have put time and effort into making beautiful.. i can just leave it a mess and the door shut forever! Im so annoyed at myself for being so anxious when i really dont have any reason to be.
Anyway... enough negativity from me... on a happier note.. i went shopping a couple days ago and bought some clothes for my hospital stay.. some b/f tops and bras, pjs.. etc. So im feeling a little more organised! Altho i spent like $300 and feel awful about it. I hate spending money.. i find it really hard! But oh well it feels nice to have some new stuff.
Alright i better go, well done if u have read to here.. thanks for listening to my ramblings!
xx
Mildez - feel better soon sweetie - that's all just misery for you right now huh?
Wannabemum - oh bugger that about the mix up with qualitative and quantitative... and GD nooooo. Hopefully just a high reading and you pass the GT.
Reet - hugs. We didn't do anything with H's room really either. It all works out. And all that other worry - NORMAL! But tough when it's you.
Angel - thanks - Honor is 2 months! YAY! Time flies huh?
And just to be cheeky the update is buried here in the middle of my post.
UPDATE - Forshelby made it through the night at home, but mostly because the hossy was too busy. She's off to the hossy now and is super excited and nervous. Oh how exciting.
Ferrals hiya to you and Ella - how's it all going? Ha, like you have time to really get on BB. Enjoy those newborn cuddles.
I am off to the shops. H only slept for 30 mins this morning, cheeky, so I am off to buy a nice nursing dress that I can wear out. Going out tomorrow and need to dress up and don't want to have to strip to my underwear just to feed H. Done that before and it's not a good look. I got all excited yesterday thinking I might have actually had O pain. Not sure, never had it before. But at least it gives me some sort of crazy hope.
Dory happy 6 months to Hannah - she is gorgeous :D
Send Forshelby our support its got to be soon that baby is born - poor thing she must be over all this pre labour stuff
Be back later for more personals - Ella dosent want me on the computer
happy birthday to hannah dory :)
hey reet! stop stressing silly lady you will be fine! :D
hi everyone else,
such a sad time atm.. last weekend a girl from here had her hens night (as her fiance was dying from cancer) the wedding was this weekend and he dies this morning :( how sad he was only 22.. i dunno why stuff like that happens
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reet~ i know how stressing it can be and not want to really get any done until you have your Little one in your arms.But try to think postive please
Dory plese send forshelby my best wishes.
AFM~ its 1:43am here and Lil miss honor is laying on the floor playing and laughing and having a good time.
Wow dory, can't believe HB is zero and a half! That flew! NN (Nellie Noodle) is one quarter :D
I'm just here to stalk though, really....
Same as Audax, stalking!
No news on our pregnantest one.... will let you all know when I do....
Audax, how cute... 1/4!
Kit - time flies doesn't it. Sammy is 2 months already!
Still no update..... this is hard work checking my ph all the time.... think I need a rest! Will post as soon as I know something. Sending forshelby lots of love.
Still stalking for Forshelby.. GO FORSHELBY!!!:cheer::bluecheer:
Joeve: Congrats on your BFP! That's awesome news!
Dory: Such a sweet photo of Hannah. I cannot believe she is 6mths already. Seems like just yesterday we were stalking for your BA!
AFM: more sensations like feathery light little mousy feet walking in a little area down low on the right of my tummy. Pretty sure it's baby not gas! But i didn't feel it for a few days then it started again last night and this afternoon and still so gentle i'm not 100% sure. I can't wait till the baby begins to kick a little harder so i know it's ok. I still have moments of being very frightened of getting to my next check up and finding that it's gone.
possum - i was getting a tiny little tap tap tap on one side of my belly at the same time every night, then when i went and had my scan the baby was on the opp side so i guess that wasnt him/her! doc said its not unusual to feel now but you will def know its baby in a couple of weeks, i just want to feel it already! when i knew which side baby was on i was too paranoid to sleep on that side (tummy/side sleeper) but i guess they move around alot huh??
i dunno how im going to go in a couple of months tryin to sleep on my belly :D