Anxiety TTC after 5 m/c

I have such a whirlwind of emotion coursing through me at the moment. My partner and I decided to start TTC again last night. I'm so happy and excited by the thought of being pregnant and finally holding the little life we created in my arms, but in the same heartbeat I am absolutley terrified I will misscarry again. I don't want to be obsessive about it... but I can't help it!!! I've been constantly thinking about this moment since for a long time and how much I want things to be perfect. My head is spinning and I'm feeling a little crazy right now... Think I just needed to vent, we're not telling anyone yet so I feel like I'm going to burst!!! Thanks for listening!

Hope all goes well :hug:
Just think positive.

Hi
I can't imagine what it must be like to m/c 5 times. I have m/c once and the thought of it happening another 4 times is almost too much to bear. You are a strong woman. Your strength and courage will pull you through this. We are in the middle of our fertile period now so its all happening and I am sure July is our month! I waited for 1 full cycle after m/c and got a BFN in June. We have only been trying 1 year now so in the scheme of things we are going ok.
Congrats on having the courage to go again. We must continue to keep trying if we want to hold our bubbies. You should rejoice today in your strength. You have given me inspiration.
Be at ease....

Hi. Just wanted to say that I am send you sticky vibes, and i know how you feel....i have had 3 m/c myself, and we are currently ttc....

I hope and pray for you....GOOD LUCK!

:crossfingers:

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Thankyou all for your kind words and positive thoughts :D

I had my first appointment with my new doctor today and he was wonderful! I'm feeling alot calmer now... and a little excited too! We've had most of our bloods done wich all came back normal but he has us doing a couple more "just incase" ones but seems to believe it's just been really bad luck! This has lifted my spirits so much. He has suggested that we try a progesterone cream as soon as we fall pregnant, does anyone have any experience with this? I also have a bicornuate uterus so :crossfingers:

Thank you again, so very much... It really means alot to me to be able to share.

I'm wishing a beautiful journey with a happy ending for you all :grouphug: