My First

This was my first pregnancy. I was 10 weeks pregnant. I started to bleed last Sunday, then by Tuesday I was in hospital having a suction curette.
We were so excited to be having our first child. I have come home and can't bear to look at the cot packed under my bed and the baby clothes friends have given us.
I feel so hurt and angry. I never in a million yaers expected this to happen...

So very sorry for your loss. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Regards,
Dianne
Emmanuel born sleeping 24wks
Trisomy 13

Hi sweetie, im sorry this happening to you *hugs* know that it does get easier in time, but you will never forget, know that we are here for you to listen and support, and i hope you will have a successful pregnancy sometime in the future, all the best, take care of yourself!!

Thank you both so much for your kind words

So sorry Sonzz for your loss :(

So sorry for your loss.

I'm so sorry Sonzz for your heart breaking loss. It never is fair or just. In the first days and weeks after my loss I just hated the world and couldn't believe it happened to me.
Life is beautiful most of the time, but at that very moment I hated everything and everyone in it. This feeling did pass, although my loss has forever changed me. I hope I am a stronger person now because of it, but it still sucks that I had to have gone through my loss to gain that strength.
Take good care of yourself hun, and allow yourself to grieve for your baby. I pray you get the chance of becoming a mother one day, and the fear of trying again melts away somewhat.
Beata xx