Sharing my energy...

Um, I am not entirely sure how to put this, so please bear with me...

I have no experience or knowledge on energy work, so this all come from inside me, it just happend...

Recently my friend, pregnant with twins, was having trouble with the pregnancy, so I was walking along, visualizing her and the twins one morning, and gathered up a huge ball of white light, chanted a little "please protect her and the twinnies" or something to that effect, and sent it out to her, and visualized it surrounding her and the twins. It was so clear and strong, and I felt it settle with her. She went well for a few weeks, and everything was going better with her, but I was feeling so tired and drained, and couldn't work out why. Then I thought, it was cause I sent her all my energy... So I called some back. I felt better, but she lost a twin. Ekk... I felt terrible, that my drawing back a little had caused this...

Since then, I have been really cautions with this kind of thing, and held back, but I have a strong feeling that someone needs some extra protection now, and I am desperate to help.

But how can I do this without hurting me, or them...

Is there something I can read to learn more about this? Or a place I can draw energy from to not deplete my own?

Um hope this makes sense to someone... Please tell me I am not insane........:redface:

Sorry hun for the delayed response...

You can draw energy from outside you - I generally pull energy from the sky through 7th chakra out through my feet into the earth core while a simultaneous cord of energy from the ground runs up in the reverse direction. Its this limitless supply you can use to support yourself and others at any time.

And btw... twinnie that was "lost", just wasn't ready or in the right place. You needed to pull the energy to let the baby go hun... it was the perfect thing at the perfect time.

I pull energy from the universe to send to people (like plugging yourself into it like it is a power socket), I never use my own - I used to and it was used against me.

If you feel too much building up inside you, even after you send it - then "ground" yourself by placing your hands on the earth and sending the energy back.

HTH

i hear you hun
i have learnt to visualise that there is a white light that goes through the top of my head and upward- i am the channell for the light - so it goes in through the top of my head and out through my hands! I am a vessle for the energy to be channelled- not the souce of the energy!
That is why when people feel crap, the come to you and take your energy
they walk away feeling great and you feel totally drained!
also you need to learn to protect yourself and put a white light around you to stop people sapping too much from you and hurting you- its a visualisation thing!

I have used my energy to heal and to comfort as well. An incident i remember vividally was when our page boy from our wedding was fatally injured in an accident- he was 10 years old. I was fortunate that the night before the accident, he had layed in my arms and we spoke about how much I loved him and how much he meant to me- the were going overseas to live the following week. When we got the call that he had been involved in an accident- we went to the ICU where he was in a coma. His brain was swelling at that stage, and it wasnt good.

We were all called around his bed as his vitals started failing. There was about 20 of us. I was at the back of the room and decided to send my energy to his mum who was holding his hand! A friend of ours was standing in between myself and his mum. After a while his vitals stabilised and we left the room again. Outside my friend who was standing between us came over and said what a beautiful hug I had given her and how warm it was! I wasnt hugging her, I was 10 feet away from her- it was my energy that she had inadvertly been in the path of that she felt. A real affirmation to me that the energy that i was giving out could be felt!!

You are a special person to be sharing your energy - its learing the balance between sharing the energy and leaving yourself short that is hard!

BTW if find that if i dont use my energy- it builds up and i get a migrane! Although i have found that another way i can blast off the energy that i havent use and prevent a migrane is to have a BIG O! But that is for another thread . . . . lol

hugs

Yep agree with everyone one else - don't give your own energy over - but pull it through from the Universe/Divine Source. The way I do this is visualise how I see God (huge white brilliance of love) and feel a connection - like a tube of light from the source to me. I then pull that down through the crakra on the crown of my head - you can push it to other people from there - exactly in the way you have described.

As everyone else has said - don't use your own energy but use the universal energy. You can channel & guide it through you without depleting yourself.
Another thing I do when doing energy work is put up protection, or a shield (for want of a better expression) - I see it like a filter- probably a better term - that allows good energy in to me, and through me, and also lets it flow back out, plus keeps out anything I don't want, and protects against my own energy being drained. Set your intent that it is for the good of all - that's including you.
not sure if that made sense :s baby brain big time here! HTH

Thank you all. I do appreciate your replies. Funny thing is, I need to use this advice today, so your help could not have come at a better time. It was great. Many Many thanks. But I did get rather a "rush" while I was trying this... Lucky I went easy. Going to take some practice to get this working I think...

Sonya - You always know the right thing to say to me. :hug:

Det - Thanks for your story. Amazing what we can be done with energy.