my story

hi all,

just thought maybe writing about what has happened to me will help with the grieving. So here goes.

My fiance and I have been together for 3years. 2007 we decided to try for a baby got pregnant after 6 months of trying. August 21st 2007 we lost the baby at 8 weeks. After that we kept trying and trying 2 years later i was finally pregnant again. Then 8 weeks later again I miscarried on the 26th June 2009. Was absolutely devastated and really I am scard to try again. Then just 2 weeks ago I had this awful pain in my right abdomen. Went to hospital after an ultrasound the sonographer asks me if i knew of anything about my ovaries. I said yes i knew I had a cyst on the left (which my doc knew about said was very common and not too worry about it) She then said I also had a cyst on my right overy and there was something wrong woth it. So i was booked in for surgery the next day to have the cysts removed. It ended up the one on the right had twisted over itself and every time it was twisting was when I was getting these pains. The cyst on my right was 15x20cm! and the one on my left as the size of a tennis ball. Along with the cysts being removed i have now lost 2 thirds of my right ovary. I am so frstrated and wonder why the one on the right had not been picked up on. SO now i wonder will this solve my problems? i think having something that huge inside would not have given baby room to grow. so it does give me hope again. We have to wait 2 months so my body can recover and then we will try again...I just dunno what i will do if i have another one..its scary.....feel a bit better now.


sorry for the huge post.

Has anyone else had cyst issues?

Oh hun Im so sorry to hear of your losses. My mum had cyst problems they weren't dealt with till after I was born she was lucky they didn't burst. Besides poly-cystic ovarian syndrome I haven't heard of cysts causing too many problems, but this doesn't mean to say they don't just I haven't read about it. I think cysts that huge would of put a lot of stress on your system and I'd talk to your GP about the impact they would of had on your m/c's. I would think, as you do, that something that big would be bound to be having some sort of affect on your system!!

I hope you are feeling better now they are gone, you must have a lot more room in there now, they probably weighed a bit too and pushed against other organs? I hope you have a lot less discomfort now!!

Blessings and loves and I hope this is the end of your story of loss and the next story will be in the announcements section for newly borns.

i dont have much advice for u. Im so sorry for both your losses.

Good luck, one day, u will have your forever baby xoxoxo