Night shifts... how much do they suck?
I have been awake for ages tonight, really upset because I've just realised how soon I will need to go back to earning money.
I need to find a new job, and finish off a certificate in massage therapy (I have two subjects and a couple of clinics still to go).
My problem? Phoebe will only be 6/7 months old. I just know I am going to miss my baby. Natty has been in CC two days/week since she was 18mo. I am so grateful that I got to spend her first year at home with her. Unfortunately our financial situation has changed a lot and I won't be able to enjoy the same privilege with Phoebe. It is breaking my heart.
Anyway, I have been tossing around what to do in the short term. I only need part time work, just to give us money for groceries and petrol for my car... something similar to the baby bonus money that's coming in each fortnight. I don't have many options, am not highly skilled. I was considering seeking some kind of evening position for the following reasons:
1. Better money because of the crap hours
2. I'd get to spend the day with the girls
3. My mum would be around to help if/when I got really tired and needed a break or rest day, and there would be days when DH could work from home an give me a sleep-in
4. It wouldn't be every night, so hopefully I wouldn't get too drastically tired
Cons:
1. I would perhaps be too tired to enjoy the days with the girls
2. If either of the babies woke and needed me I wouldn't be there
For those of you who work nights, do you hate it? Are there things to consider that I haven't?
Thanks.