is it silly

to be freaking over something that wont happen till the 18th Feb next year

long story short first time I left Jack with someone besides jase was 6th Sept 2008 so just before his 2nd bday... he has since been left with a friend (1) my mum (2) once while having Luke and IL's (2) once while in hosp with Luke so not very often

anyway 2 weeks ago we got a invite from Jase;s work informing us of a dinner in his honour for 10 years service anyway basically inviting him and his partner to dinner...no mention of kids etc, I isaid to Jase what about the boys.. he was like I doubt they are included... I was liek well I wont be going so he got the cranks and said we can leave them with the wife of a friend he works with... now Jack I would be fien with doing that but luke wont even be 4 mths old

seriosuly I am in :crying:even thinking about it and its months away, one Luke is bottle fed EBM and formula I dont allow anyone to feed him except Jase and I am guessing he will need a feed during this time.. so there goes that...

I am hopign Jase asks if Luke can come... but I dont think he will no way will I enjoy myself if he can't one I can't drink even if I wanted as the dinner is 64kms away so someone has to drive home I doubt I can stay for dinner and then leave I am guessing it will go on for a few hrs :(

so am I being silly stressing over something thats is months away from happenng

I don't think it's silly really - you're obviously very uncomfortable with the idea. Yes, it's months away but you know yourself and your babies - if you're not comfortable leaving your littlest like that then don't :hug: