Merry Christmas & Rememberance

Merry Christmas to all of Belly Belly - but always a special wish goes to those that have said good bye. A special bond has been formed through the loss of our babies that as I type has me sob out loud.
I am grateful to you all - & I am grateful to my Goodbye babies - for without the goodbye I would not have had the hello - the warmth & friendship I share with you all..

To my 3 little ones & my two daughters and one son... Your baubles as always are on the tree. But this year, I told your brother and sisters that the baubles were yours. We sent kisses to the sky for you all...

I found this and it felt so fitting for me...

I did not see you close your eyes,
or hear a last feint sigh.
I only heard that you were gone,
Too late to say goodbye...

For all the parents who have ever said Goodbye - & for those that said Goodbye this year... May you find joy today in your family & friends with the knowledge your little ones are close... Merry Christmas...

Christmas Hugs & Kisses

Please don't be sad now that we are apart,
celebrate Christmas with me in your heart.
Our best Christmas ever is still yet to come,
for Heaven is where the first Christmas is from.
And so I look forward to when you'll be free
to spend your first Christmas in Heaven with me.
I'm waiting with angels, and until that day,
I'll keep sending my hugs and kisses your way.

:crying: :hug: honey.

This is the first year its really hit me :( I think its because I watch all the kids and then M and I started thinking.......the twins would have loved today...:crying:

So this afternoon I got onto ebay and bought something that I can always look at and remember Willow and Sunni. They are a set of two little children, sitting and playing ornaments from the Willow tree range (quiet ironic isnt it) called - Two together.

And of course my eldest - N - picke dup I was a bit upset. I swear that child is in my head because he asked me if I was thinking about them :o cause he was.

Ive had a few m/c but the one that will always hurt was my last...and quiet obviously it hurts still for my children.

:hug: all round

Thank you Inanna :hug:

So very true Inanna. :grouphug:

Spring xx

Thankyou so much hun
I'm glad I have u bb girls u all understand better than any
I broke down today and cried at my mums house as I would have been due yesterday and all she said to me was u need to learn to get over it

so to everyone I send my love and hugs

Thankyou so much Inanna

I miss my little tiger so much, It really hit so hard today as tomorrow is tigers due date.
Although i feel blessed i still feel so empty and lost and its glad to know people really do care.
I have lit every candle i could find tonight for every angel baby and me and DF said our prayers for you all at this tough time.

all my love
Lo x

Thank you Inanna

I bought a little suncatcher made in what would have been bub's birthday stone and hung it on the tree. I would have been 36 weeks yesterday. I am grateful for the little bean we have growing inside me now, but I'll always miss the LO we never got to meet.

Thank you sweetheart, you always know what to say.

Thanks Inanna.

Like tashybabe, I would have been about 36 weeks now. (always thinking of you!) Instead we are in Japan, a totally different, but still incredibly beautiful experience.

I never wanted to say it was worth it, or "at least we got this" and I don't feel that way. But we are so lucky to be here, in Japan, on this earth. With a little angel above.

Merry Christmas girls.