To get my body ready for TTC ... the challenge is on
When xh & I split I was a horrible weight. Since then (18+ months) I've dropped about 30-35kg. I need to lose another 15kg to get down to a good weight to contemplate TTC, I should lose a lot more but I know what weight I was at my fittest in high-school and there is no way I'd ever get back down to that again.
So the challenge is on for me to shift the last 15kgs (if I lose more, then I lose more).
So this will be a marker of my journey. I'm sick of being as heavy as I am now.
Last night's exercise was about 30 mins of some serious fire twirling, by the end I was out of breath (from the exercise & the laughing), sweaty and covered in soot (from snotting myself with the poi).
I've also got some hypnosis CDs that I listen to every day.