Over being pregnant today :(
I'm just over being pregnant today.
I have dermatitis all through my bikini line and vagina which is so painful, my back/neck/legs ache because i've spent the day cleaning up because i know it's not going to get done otherwise, spent the day trying to not wet myself cause despite doing pelvic floor exercise my pelvis and bladder is crap and I have a screaming/whinging/sooking/clingy child who I can't wait to put to bed tonight (she's still screaming in her bedroom) and here on my own.
I sometimes wonder why am i doing this again...oh yeah - cause I LOVE seeing that little face looking at me knowing he/she loves me no matter what and I have the opportunity to make this new life an amazing one!!