Disturbing dream - what does it mean?
Last night i had a weird dream and i am wondering if anyone can shed some light on the meaning for me.
I will try and include as much of the 'insignificant' thinsg that i remember, cos it is probably these things that have more meaning.
I was talking to someone, i think we were at a running track (unusual place) and i saw someone that i use to run with (i ran distance when i was a teenage) anyway she was really really skinny and i remember thinking that if i had kept running i would have a nicer figure (!!)
Then the dream jump and i was at a house and someone was dying... initially i thought that it was the girl.
I remember it getting close to this person dying - i couldnt see them, i wasnt in the room, or it was all dark.
I remember there being some talk of sorting a school out (as in enrolement)
Then i was outside the room, on the grass looking up at this house side on, it was double story white weatherboard and there was some funny green paint on the top story area near a window...
I was looking up at the window and someone said ;it wont be long now' ... it was this point that i realised that it was me dying.
As i watched the window, a smaller window appeared inside the window and it had a cross in it and there was a light on. I felt my breathing change and the light went off.
At this point i felt like i was slipping away and i knew that i had just died, there was no breathing and i was falling into this really deep nothing... not like falling asleep, there was no pain, no feeling, just nothing... then i got scared and and didnt want to die, i was still not breathing and i knew that in a few seconds i would be dead.
I fought back up and opened my eyes, i dint want to die.
after making sure that i was really alive (moving and touching myself and some really big breaths) i opened my eyes, checked MJ who was sleeping between myself and DH and prodded DH to makes sure they were both OK.
Then i checked the time... 0505.
What do you think???? I am really quite freaked out by this