Struggling to be positive.

I am struggling to be positive about everything this time around. I had a scan at what I thought was 11 weeks and they said I was 9 weeks. They said bubs had a very strong heartbeat and looked perfect but it threw me off.

I have had brown spotting on and off the whole time (which I know nearly everyone has) but I still think it means something is horribly wrong.

I am now 13 weeks according to the scan. My bb's still hurt, I still feel a bit queasy and I am exahausted and moody. But I just can't shake that something has gone wrong. I had a missed miscarriage in between Rory and Abby and I think that this has a lot to do with how I am feeling. As well as it being Ruby's birthday/anniversary day last week.

I am going to the Dr's this afternoon and I am braced for bad news.

:hug: to you. i hope your appointment goes well this afternoon & gives you positive & reassuring news.

:hug: will be thinking of you today, hope all goes well.

Regards,
Dianne

:hug: will be thinking of you xoxo

fingers crossed for you - hope all goes well

All the best for this afternoon I will have everything crossed for you totalfrog :hug:

Everything is fine. Got to hear the heartbeat via doppler and I have calmed down a lot. I just need to keep reminding myself that everything is ok.

so glad you got the all clear :)