Tell me I'm not crazy for wanting a VBAC...
Okay, so getting to the business end of this. All along, I've been so adament about wanting to have a VBAC, but I'm starting to feel really unsure and scared about it.
I've been doing RLT, EPO and acupuncture like a crazy lady this time, to give myself every chance of a VBAC, but in today's acupuncture session I was super-sensitive, and aspects of it really hurt (in a good way, not dodgy). And it's made me anxious that if I can't manage acupuncture without sooking, how on earth am I going to manage a VBAC...
I don't actually know what I want/need - probably just need to write out loud that this birthing thing scares the daylights out of me in a way, and if anyone has any tips about how to keep my confidence up, that would be great. Either that, or feel free to drop by with a bit of 2x4...