TTC after infertilty and 2 MC's

Hi ladies, I was on BB a couple of years ago but now rejoined as Mummatomany.

I have lost 2 babies in 2 years with 6 cycles of Clomid also not be sucessful. I took off nearly 12 months and have just now got back into TTC. I can get PG its just staying that way thats hard. I am 40 so my MC rate is higher anyway add to that PCOS and you have another issue.
I have recently changed to a awesome OBGYN at Nambour........he is beautiful and such a contrast to my Brisbane OBGYN who was completely negative and stressed out.
I have just started on Metformin, which everyone has previously refused to prescribe and which this OBGYN just said was kinda automatic for ladies with PCOS in his practise.
I am just give my body one more week and then will start on progestone to have period and then we start the Clomid, scans, triggers and the rollercoaster ride that will HOPEFULLY Bring us a tiny little miracle.
I am consumed with fear, but I am gradually working though it one day at a time........
I am glad to be back, looking forward to meeting you all again.......actually I hope NONE of the ladies I met last time are still here ;o) and are hugging their own miracle babies.

Hugs