am i a horrible person

In april i had a d and c at 5 and a half weeks due to a missed misscarrage i was heart broken we had my little sweet pea buried i go up there every week or so since then. So i was late i am never late unless i am pregnate well i am days late and i tested last night and the frist test came out postive so did the two next ones i took after that. I am scared that the same thing will happen again i dont know if i am strong enough to handle another loss i started to spot on sunday so i dont know what to think i am going to call my ob today just to get blood work done to see how things are going. He wanted me to wait three cycles i only had one . I know that he is going to be mad if i am. i am just so confused and i feel quilty that i should be happy.

couldnt read and not post. no advice, just hugs. sorry about your little angel baby and sticky vibes for this one!!! Big hugs.

You are feeling conflicted and that is normal. This pregnancy is a blessing and in no way takes away from the love you feel for your angel baby so please don't feel guilty. I fell pregnant only 1 cycle after my D&C and everything was fine, hopefully it will be for you too. Try and rest, don't panic about the spotting as some slight bleeding is common in pregnancy and need not mean the end of the pregnancy.

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angelfish first of all sorry for your loss, your OB shouldnt be mad at you at all if he is hes very unprofessional after all my miscarriages I have been told it is best to wait a few cycles just to mainly get back in touch with your body to pinpoint ovulation and such things but i have always been told by all means try again as soon as the bleeding stops.
Spotting in early pregnancy doesnt always mean something bad it could be something as simple as implantation bleeding, i wish you all the very best with your pregnancy

My sister had a loss and tube removal late last year. She was also told to wait 3 cycles but had a positive result after first was late and is due in August. It means you're human and not a horrible person at all. There is bound to be some anxiety in this situation I hope it works out for you :hug:

thank you all for the posting it has made me feel more at ease after the frist test i was thinking no cant be possible but then i took two more yup all postive