Hmm...do I put myself through it again?
DF bought the local paper today and I was just having a glance through the classifieds. There are three ads for jobs that are in my field (had finished a cert III in business admin a few months before I fell pg with DD and was working at the local council doing admin).
one is customer service at the local council. good pay, but it's full time.
One is 17 hours a week, not sure where, but they are after someone with experience in things I don't have (like payrolls, cash handling, bookkeeping). I do the bookwork for DF's IT/towing business but I wouldn't be that confident saying I'm experienced and capable of doing it for someone else!
The last one is 4 hours a day/3 days a week working as an assistant to the manager (not sure if it is the office manager or the manager of the whole business) for a transport/logging company. this is probably the one I would be most interested in.
I guess the thing is, at the moment I like my freedom. Although I sometimes feel like I'm always in Groundhog Day mode I like that I don't have to get up, get dressed and quickly start the day so I can rush off to work, DD & I can do whatever, whenever. I'd have to worry about childcare, DF works from home but is on call 24/7 because of the towing and because it's unpredictable he couldn't really look after her. I don't know how much it would cost, or even if there are places available here, and then would my potential paypacket cover daycare. If it doesn't, or if there isn't a whole lot leftover afterwards then there is no point working at all...whilst I feel like I need to be doing something apart from being a mum, I don't want to spend time away from home/DD if there isn't a significant financial gain. I have a few things i'd like to do in the way of crafts/sewing and when I get some time maybe try selling them to make a bit of extra money, but I don't feel like I HAVE to have a job ITMS. We are going ok for money, so it isn't like we need the extra, but would be handy to have for my own spending money, to help pay off my personal loan faster and put some away for savings.
I dunno..seems like too good an opportunity to miss, but I haven't worked in a bit over 12 months, I hate interviews and starting all over again, but it's probably not very often that a suitable job would become available in this smallish town. DF will probably just say "do whatever you want' but I don't really know what I want!