Need some time out ...

:pray:This is going to be difficult but must be done ...

Even after Lap, we still haven't been able to conceive, which has annoyed me. Our Gyno thought we would be ok because I O perfectly every month, DP's SA is perfect and we dont have any other issues other than unexplained.

We are planning on a wedding in 2011 and I need to lose weight. I refuse to be married FAT!

I also think it would be irresponsible to fall pregnant at this weight (95kg) for general health reasons and how I would feel. (I was only 60kg when i fell preggers with DD and put on 30kg! :rolleyes: ) I struggle with the way I look now, and I want to enjoy my pregnancy.

As hard as it is going to be, I think its time for DP and I to stop trying for a few months (will be taking Duromine) for me to lose the weight, become fitter, and help prepare my body for a healthy baby :) Plus I also refuse to get married while Im preggers :lol:

Anyways, I will check in every now and again, but I feel its time to break away a little bit until I feel we are ready again to try full on :)

Lap didnt help us conceive, and I dont know whats next ... Probably meds or IUI .. But I dont want to go down that path just yet. I need to work on me ...

You deserve a medal if you got this far! :clap:

Thank you for reading and Thank you for all the support over my time here.

Wishing you all a Merry Christmas - Happy New year.