I'm not sure I'm ready....
I'm not sure if Elijah is starting to wean himself, but I think he may be and now after 20 months... I'm not actually sure I'm ready for this! He usually feeds to sleep for day and night and has a morning feed and then sometimes a couple of other times. When we are out if he wants it I usually tell him later and he's normally ok with that.
In the last 24 hours though, he's only had one BF! That was this morning. He had it yesterday morning and before his day sleep. Then last night he took my hand, took me to our room, closed the door (waved his little hand in the gap to say goodnight to daddy lol) then had me pop him on our bed and just went and layed down. He wanted to hold my hand which is also a normal thing... but went to sleep, no BF... had one this morning but hasn't indicated any desire since!
What will I do! I've constantly been pg or BF since June 2006!! That's almost 4 1/2 years... that's 53 months!!! Hmmmm maybe I can buy a normal bra??? lol... but still I'm not sure I'm ready for my baby to stop :o
