6-01-2011.. My little Isaiah's due date.......
Its Isaiahs due date today.....:cry:
I have already been through my box of his special things, and Im having lunch with my girlfriend... BUT I have my Ob appointment today.. fate?????
I am very much looking forward to seeing this little one moving, and heartbeating, on Isaiahs special day...
I have thought of my special boy a lot lately...I know he is still around me, I feel him very strongly sometimes, and I see his face when I close my eyes.. he looked a lot like Zavier when he was born.
I think I'm ok, I have the kids here so I guess I'm busy, and I'm not expecting it to really hit me till I go to bed tonight, which is when it hurts the most.....:crying:
To my precious angel.. we all love you so very very much.. everyday...xoxoxo