My first ever bf woo hoo!!
I am so proud to be able to post this and if you had told me 12 weeks ago that i was going to be posting this i would have probably laughed at you. I only bf DS1 for 4 days for many reasons. The short story is that he was a very sleepy bub, had major issues getting him attached and interested in bf and as a first time mum i was overly anxious about everything and i think i even suffered a bit of PND and was not able to bond with him and as a result he was ff from very early on.
With DS2 i really wanted to bf but due to my previous experience i was hesitant to get my hopes up and as a result i want into it with a what will be will be attitude. Today DS2 is 13 weeks which mean that he has now had nothing but booby juice made by ME for 12 weeks :clap::clap: ( the first week he was in the neo natal unit and i had to go home without him for 1 night so they had to ff while i wasn't there and he also had to prove that he could suck effectively etc to be released from the hospital).
I am so proud of us as i really didnt have alot of confidence that we could do it but together we made a great team. The time hasnt been without its problems and being a ff mum the first time around i had to get my mind into a completely different mindframe which was hard for me and dh had to push me quite hard at times to keep going but we did and here we are. :clap:
Thank you also to everyone who offered their advice and support both before DS was born and after to help us get over some initial hurdles. I couldnt have done it without all your words and advice.