Missed miscarriage 12 week scan :(
I need to take my ticker off when I can be bothered using the computer :'(
I have approached this scan nervously & with a feeling of dread and my body must have been telling me something because I had a missed miscarriage :(
When I was waiting for the scan I was busting, so I went and when I wiped it was the first time in 12 weeks l've wiped without anxiously wondering if it would be clean. It was the only time I had blood. Brown blood, so I didn't panic too much at first. But then there was another 15 mins of waiting & it was the longest 15 mins of my life. When they finally called me in and I saw the image on the screen I knew. Egg sac measuring 10 wks, no heartbeat. They had to do a vaginal ultrasound to find the baby & it was smaller than 10 wks.
I'm devastated. It would have been perfect timing in so many ways. Now it's the worst timing possible.
I had the busiest weekend lined up, including DH's cousin's baby shower. Obviously I'm not going to that anymore. Was going to meet a friend I haven't seen since school. We were going out for dinner with 2 other couples we are friends with. One married, one recently engaged. I was supposed to be leading church on Sunday but I'll have to hand that over.
But all those things are minor really :(
