One year on.

Its been a year tomorrow since my ectopic surgery, one year today that i got the BFP and the GP said congratulations and i had to say to the junior idiot that i didnt think it was something to congratulate me about...the bleeding, the pain could have only meant one thing :(

I know at the time that i wasnt dealing with it. It was very easy to ignore what was going on as we were in the middle of buying a house, moving and then i fell again so soon.

I have so much to be thankful for, Little Molly is everything to me, i feel terrible about feeling so mucked up at the moment over the ectopic.

Ahhh i dont even know where i was goin with this...... No need to reply.

just wanted to give u some hugs

Hugs hun. xx

Thinking of you :hug:

:grouphug:

It is perfectly OK to grieve, even when you have been blessed with Molly. You lost a baby and having M didn't change that. Don't feel bad about your feelings, just accept them and process it.

Hope you are surrounded by loving supportive friends and family :hug:.

xoxo
M

Big hugs:hug:

Ditto to Marushcke, we seem to be on the same wavelength today :) Just because you have Molly, doesn't mean you're not entitled to grieve for your lost baby. I often wonder how different life would be if my first baby hadn't died - would I have still had 4 children? Miscarriage and stillbirth brings with it a lot of second guessing, a lot of emotional baggage, and it pretty much stays for life. Talk it out with us when you're ready hun, we're here :hug:

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:grouphug:

It is perfectly OK to grieve, even when you have been blessed with Molly. You lost a baby and having M didn't change that. Don't feel bad about your feelings, just accept them and process it.

Hope you are surrounded by loving supportive friends and family :hug:.


xoxo
M

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Beautifully said

big hugs Tegam

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:hug: Im sorry for your loss.

Like the others said, it doesnt matter how many other kids you have, any loss is still so hard. It has been for me certainly.

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