What is going on????

Hello everyone,
I have been away for a while due to 'stuff' that's been hard and getting harder!
Anyway, congrats to Dory, your Hannah is just perfect well done XXXX:happydance:

Some of you may remember that i lost #5 child this time last year, still waiting for the counselling! After a year of ttc I found out that I am pg again, thing is I don't think it's going well.
My last pd was 30/31/Dec 2010, so that would make me about 7 -8 weeks if the bump is taken into consideration, but I had a scan yesterday and they said I was only 4 weeks 5 days which does not add up.
The complications are that I had some spotting at the weekend, last night there was brown stuff so I took today off work. MS kicked in too so I couldn't have taught, stayed in bed all day save for visit to doc to get sick note went to sleep. When I woke up the bleeding is now fresh and red although very light.
Needless to say there was no hb at scan.
I keep being told that it's normal to bleed because I have an old womb and implantation can take months! Thing is it even smells like a pd.
So, is this normal? Can you have all the symptoms and no 'viable' pg? I lost at least two last year at about 6 weeks, just didn't bother telling anyone or doing too many tests cos they felt 'wrong'- this one feels right but I can't keep it in.
Sorry it's such a long post, just really scared.:crying:

Not sure what to say but you need one of these:hug:

Thanks, need that at the moment xxx