April 2nd

April 2 will be the one year annaversary that i lost my lil one. I know that i should be happy that i have a healthy 2 month old but its still very hard to accept.Today i stop by the cematart even though the his marker was taken down last summer ( long story) and i cryed but then i saw a new head stone which always makes me cringe.It was for a lil girl born in the same hosptial that my Honor was born in on the same day. When i saw her i gave her a big hug and never want to put her down.I dont understand how life can be so cruel.

:hug: :hug: im so sorry :( April 1st will be 1 month since my little boy was born. sometimes life is just so cruel and unfair..... xxx

:hug: Huge hugs hun

Mummydreamer i am so sorry for your loss

:hug: oh hun... you are allowed to feel grief even with another baby...

Angel - hugs sweetie - I think grief will be a life long experience for me... even though I have been truly blessed by Hannah's arrival. Please don't feel guilty.... grief is a part of life. Remembering your wee one, even if a bit late.